I Don't Know Why

by artsoccer

Nina is dead. Everyone knows how, but nobody knows exactly why. But these are the thoughts of her self admitted killer. For House of Anubis one shot day.

I don't own House of Anubis

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I killed her.

Nobody is punishing me.

But I killed her.

I didn't mean to kill her. I'm not really sure what happened, but it did.

Everyone is grieving for me. They shouldn't. They should be yelling at me for killing her.

She was my life, and I killed her.

Eddie feels like a failure because she died.

I killed her.

Eddie couldn't do a thing against me, anyways.

Everyone says it was an accident.

Maybe they're wrong;

Maybe they're not.

I still killed her.

You might think that I'm suffering from survivor's guilt,

But that's not quite right.

She fell off a cliff.

Did I help her fall?

Did I kill her with my clumsiness?

Should I have tried harder to stop the fall?

They say it was an accident.

Some call it a suicide.

I call it a murder.

My murder.

You must want to know who I am, and who I killed.

My name is Nina Martin;

I killed the Chosen One;

I fell off that cliff.

Or did I jump?

I think I killed myself.

I don't know why.