New Life
This is my attempt at a Naraku x Kagome pairing.
I kind of felt bad for him. Let me kno if it's worth writing.
- Rosie hater
Naraku's Pov
-Sigh- He was thinking of her again. He couldn't believe how many times he had thought of her. The thoughts never seemed to stop coming. It was like a bad habit, he just couldn't stop himself.
After the huge battle he fought against her friends, he had changed. He was so close to dying that day. He even saw the white light people are always saying not to follow. But her face was the last thing he had seen, and he just couldn't keep her from his mind. She was crying. No one had ever cried for him and he wondered if her tears were for him, or some other reason.
She had battled him, oh she had battled him. She just refused to give in and somehow her defiance made him crave her. He had seen her go through some hard times, yet somehow she was able to find the strength to smile. When he tried to smile he could only think of the many different ways he would love to kill off his enemies. He could never smile out of happiness because he had never really had any.
But somehow he felt that she could help him. He knew that he could be happy if he had her. He wanted her, he wanted to hold her and never have to let go. But she was so pure... she would never want to stay with someone encased with so much evil.
They all thought he had died, and if he came out of hiding as himself, they would surely kill him this time. But if he changed his appearence... he could start a new life. He could talk to her without her friends getting in the way. He knew it would be difficult to get used to the change, but he had to have her.
He had to win her somehow. He needed her. He couldn't bear the lonliness any longer. If he couldn't have her the constant thoughts in his head would drive him insane. If he couldn't make the flashing pictures in his mind of her with him true, he would be consumed with madness.
He would begin his mission today. He would start his new life today. He felt if he didn't get to see her soon, he was going to kill something; his main target being the hanyou that kept pulling her around like a puppet.