Hi, my names Sarah and 10 years ago my house got burnt down and I'm going to tell you what happened and how it made my life like it is today. Everyone said it was an accident, a trip switch they said but it wasn't. I was the only survivor out of my older brother and three younger brothers, 20, 8, 5 years and 6 months old and my mother and myself who is 18… The younger ones father had left not knowing my mum was pregnant but he was a jerk anyway, me and my older brother had to stick together and I guess that's why we were so close in having the same dad but he past away when I was eight but I knew he was killed.
My father was a police officer investigating a case were the woman had got attacked by her ex boyfriend and he won't leave her alone, well I'm pretty sure the ex boyfriend was a supernatural thing as my dads and the girlfriends heart was missing and the body's had been ripped to shreds… Anyway I tried, I really tried to hunt this thing but I had no clue what to look for, I even went to the library and I was eight anyway I was thinking it could be a creature at night then turns into a human at day, like a wear wolf, well that's what I thought but no one believed me so I slowly let go of the idea until that one night were my baby brother was Burnt to the stake with my mother and others.
That night I was helping my mum change the baby and the sheets, so I went to get the sheets from the cupboard but the door slammed shut behind me, I could see everything through the big gaps in the wood but I couldn't break them, then it went silent and a man walked in though it wasn't one of my brothers, I screamed at my mum but no one heard me the man turned his face to me and put his finger to his lips but his eyes shown yellow in the dark like a cat then carried on walking over to my mum standing by the crate but I couldn't have screamed any louder, seeing the man walk closer to my mum I started to realise that I couldn't help, I couldn't save my mum just like I couldn't save my dad. I looked at my brother who had stopped shuffling around to loom at my mum, the man touched her shoulder, she turned around with a twitch and then gasped.
"No not now… My lives just started again"
"I saved your precious little girl... I can always take it back" he said in a deep croaky voice and putting her hair behind her ear. Tears tumbeled down my cheeks as he glared at my mum, he nudged past her starring at my brother like a man to his gold then it happened, something I never expected as he first waved his hand at gravity as my mum flew back, with her back to the wall he slowly lifted up his sleeve and took out a small blade
"Don't worry you was always my favourite customer… your families so dangerous… I'm really going to miss saving her" he said while making a small cut in his wrist My mum screamed but no one heard only I, though she just kept moving then it stopped, the man looked at me again and so did my mum
"Sarah don't look" my mum shouted
"I love you"… I closed my eyes as mum told me.
I woke up in a panic with heat flying at my face
"Oh my god MUM," I shouted then a boys hand reaching out to me
"Hey, we gotta get out right now"
"Where's my family"
"What family? there's no one here except me, you and this fire" He grabbed my hands and pulled me up, the fire flamed at my eyes but he pulled me away through the door and down the stairs
"No wait… I have a family… They must be here… somewhere" I shouted looking at me feet with every step
"Let's just get outside" He kept pulling me, then through the front door were nearly everyone stood outside their doors with worried faces.
I stood straight and turned back to the burning house and fell to the floor in shock and tears but was accompanied by the boy who came and sat with me and held me to his chest
"I'm sorry about your baby"
"He's not my baby… Don't you get it, he's my brother and my mum was there and everyone… are you friends with my brother… his names Jack Simmons" crying at the mention of their name
"Yeah I do know him.. He had a girlfriend who died right"
"Yeah Sindy, well um"
"Was your.. Brother in there" even the boy fled with tears
"Yeah and everybody else I loved... WHY DID I SURVIVE" I screamed in pain
"My whole family is dead and I watched my little brother die and I'm the one who gets to live"
"Hey its okay, we'll figure this out I promise... you can come back to mine if you'd like"
"Really" I said whipping the tears
"Yeah it's no good you staying here, I'm really sorry but well come back here tomorrow and sort this out"
"Fine… but… It seems wrong what if they're still alive" The roof of my house fell through
"Ok we need to go now… just tell them I'm a family friend and I'm taking you to my home for comfort… You'll love my little brother"
"I don't even know your name"
"My names Dean"
"Hi Dean I'm Sarah and I'm homeless"
As the fire engines came, me and Dean had to leave so Dean stood up, lended a hand and we both walked to an imparla. Though with tears running down my face I tried every bit of me to stay positive
"Is this an 67 imparla" I said whipping the tears off of my cheeks and climbing into the car
"Yeah she is, she's a beauty right" We drove for about half an hour with silence but then it broke
"How did you know to come"
"Um… Your brother called me" he said in a sad tone
"Wh..what did he say"
"Let's just get this thing over with and then I'll tell you… Okay"
"Wow you really know how to handle this stuff"
"Yeah well I know how you feel...(cough) right.. here we are" he said changing the subject As we climbed back out the car my heart shriveled
"What about your mum or dad"
"Dads outta town"
"Right get it" I whispered to myself
"Wait this is a motel… You move a lot don't you"
"Yeah we do but don't say anything cause my brothers sensitive" I nodded trustingly while walking up to the motel door.
We got in and Dean locked the door behind me when a you boy walked up saying
"Okay I won't tell dad but I get the tv"
"See I told you, you'll love him"
"Hi I'm Sarah"
"Sammy could you get Sarah a drink"
"My names Sam"
Sam walked over to the sink and poured water from the tap into a small glass then passed it over to me
"Thanks Sam"
"Alright go to bed now Sammy"
"You said dad would be back by now"
"Yeah well he's not… Sorry Sammy, he'll be back soon now go to bed" As Sam left the room with a strop Dean started talking
"Sorry about him, he still doesn't understand the world yet"
"Yeah… That's what I need to talk to you about"
"Yeah sure just tell me everything"
"Okay from the beginning… Well ten years ago my father died on the job, he was a police man however I am almost certain that a creature or monster attacked him and killed him and I'm not crazy everything you've ever had a nightmare about is real"
"I believe you, seriously but you need to tell me why you think that"
"Okay? don't freak out but both my dads and the girls heart was missing from their body's and… Their body's had been ripped apart" I said tearing up
"Hey hey its ok… Did anyone say that it was like a wolf or bear attack" he said with his voice as sweet as honey and his eyes falling into mine with care
"Yeah how did you know"
"I um had a feeling, so what do you think happened tonight"
"A demon killed my mother and my whole family but before I passed out… he fed his blood to my little brother… Now how can you explain that cause I've only got a yellow eyed demon" I said with my voice crackling
"What yellow eyed"
"Wait what… Through everything I said you pick the yellow part? Like what the hell yes well he had yellow eyes and I'm guessing he's a demon"
"Okay this is what I do for a living, I hunt demons, ghost and well everything in nightmares as you said"
"So I'm really not crazy"
"No... But why would a demon give blood then kill it and everyone inside except you and did you say you was in the nursery with them"
"Yeah I was… That's what I don't get, does the demon want me too suffer"
"Or maybe your the one he… um fed to"
"No, he said he saved me for my mum but I never died" With the last word and many questions a knock was heard at the door
"Hello is anyone in, we need to speak to a girl named Sarah" As Dean opened the door one of the policemen pushed him to the wall with a gun pointed at his head
"Hey guys I'm right here what the hell are you doing" Then the other officer said
"We need you to come to the station. How long have you been here?"
"I'm not answering any of your questions until you let go of him" When the officer nodded, I reached over and grabbed Dean's hand and pulled him over.
"Could you both come to the station now"
"I can't, I'm babysitting"
"My house was burning down and Dean came in and got me… He couldn't rescue anyone else, that's all I know" I said with a few more tears
"Well we would still like you to come with us were your safe"
"I'm safe here"
"She's safe here" we said simultaneously
"I choose to stay here… I need people I know around me" "Well if your sure… Do you have any clue what caused the fire"
"Um no I don't think so"
"Ok but we will do everything we can to find out… And last thing what do you want to do with the funeral"
"Hey hey now get out, her whole family has died and you think she's thinking about their funeral"
As they left with apologies silence had began.
Dean made up the sofa as a bed and made me some hot chocolate
"Don't tell Sam cause its his favourite"
"Its delicious" Dean went away then came back in some tracksuit pants and a vest then sat next to me
"So what's gonna happen now as you've had time to… Come to terms" he whispered biting his lip near the end
"Um yeah I guess I'll live on my own and hunt this bitch down"
"We could hunt together"
"What about your father" I said in doubt
But at that moment a man came stumbling in holding a shotgun
"Dad" Dean shouted Though I quickly ran over to him and caught him as he fell though the door
"Ok ok calm down everything is gonna be alright, Dean you may have done this before I don't know but could you get me a warm cloth and a bucket of warm water please… Dean quickly" Dean took a few seconds to react with a stare, he had froze
"Dean its going to be okay, he's just drunk a few and had a fight either before or after okay" But he wouldn't unfreeze he just stared at his father, who was laying on the floor,
"Dean you still have him okay… You still have a dad" with a touch of Deans hand he unfreeze
"Right... yeah of course.." He straightened up and got what I had asked.
I was dabbing his head with the warm cloth when he awoke with a groan
"Who are you" he said tired but not to worried
"My names Sarah and your son saved me from my burning house, what's your name?"
"John… Wait did you say burning house" John said jumping up
"No John you have to rest okay, Dad go to bed and rest now"
"See this is why we don't have women in the house" John grunted
"Did you just call him dad" Dean said in the background
"If you go to bed I'll tell you everything I know"
"Okay but... Dean could you go and pay for the night here's the money"
As he lent him the money, Dean left leaving John eager to get his answers, I had told him everything I knew about the fire and I added on the suspicion with my fathers death
"So that's why you called me dad before, because your dad would come in injured and beaten"
"Yeah" I said a bit ashamed
"How did Dean know to save you"
"He said my brother called him… He never told me what he said, my brother always tried to look out for me" I said tearing up
"So how old was your little brother"
"Six months, in his nursery with my mum"
"In his nursery? Oh"
"Yeah but I guess no one will actually believe me, your son Dean he said he believed me but I knew in his eyes he didn't"
"No he does believe you and so do I but its because his mother died the same way and I guess he has sympathy and he understands you"
"Oh god"
Then John stood up
"Hey I gotta go do you mind telling Dean that I'll be back in a few more days and that this is important and I'm fine"
"No you can't keep walking out on them and I know I've only just met you but Sam really wanted to see you and now your just gonna leave"
"You don't understand okay, I've gotta go" he said walking towards the door But then Dean walked in just about when John was
"Dad what's going on"
"Ask her, I've gotta go I'll be back in a few days and don't tell Sam I was here"
"Yes sir" Dean said straightening up at Johns command
The car drove off leaving Dean angry
"What Did you say to him"
"Dean I told him about the fire and then he left I..I don't know why he left okay I'm sorry"
"No, sorry doesn't cut it okay, every time my dad leaves he gets hurt or comes home nearly dead or worse drunk and I worry every night if he would ever come back for Sammys sake"
"I FELT THE SAME WAY OKAY your not the only person whose dad risks their life everyday on the job and guess what my dad died and your dad is still here fighting… You know I was exactly like you but I was so lucky to have a older brother with me through it all"
"And you had a mother"
"I love my mum but the only thing that bothers me is that she married a jerk who beat her and on special occasions he would beat me without telling my mum or my brother so enjoy cause now were even bitch" But the next thing was not expected of me or anyone not even Dean himself as we walked to each other then our bodies met and our lips surrendered…
The morning after, we awoke with a bang sound as we straightened up we saw Sam pouring out some cereal and milk
"I made you breakfast"
"I told you you'd love him" With a smile I sat by the table with Sam and Dean
"So Dean when's dad coming home"
"I dunno Sammy soon maybe"
"Hey do you mind after breakfast if we go to my um the house" changing the subject
"Yeah sure, Sam are you coming"
"Well dad isn't here so yeah" Sam says annoyed
"Sam" Dean said disappointed
"Okay"
"Sorry Sam but how old are you, I never asked"
"I'm fourteen and still get treated like I'm four"
We all finished breakfast, and headed out to the house, I stepped out side the car my heart left my body in fear, I walked up to the house asking if Dean could stay behind but part of me wanted him close.
I kept walking I stopped as I saw everyone glareing at me with sad and sorryiful eyes though I held my held up high and stared back at the roofless house then a man came and stood next to me and I hoped it was Dean but as I looked into its eyes it wasn't
"Don't react just keep looking at the house, right"
"Why did you do this to my family… I know what you are"
"Well isn't that splendid, I did this to your family because of your mother"
"So why am I alive"
"Cause to be honest Sarah I like you and you seem like a great kid so I thought why not let her live"
"I heard what you said to my mother before you killed her but I've never seen you before how cane you save me" He sighed and replied
"A long long time ago there was this cute married couple who had a son and a girl on the way then a few years later when the girl was eight. She fell ill one day and took a day off school but no one was home to look after her so her dad took her with him, but later in midday her father got an emergency call and didn't think about his daughter sitting in the back seat… So he got there and went in the house unaware of his daughter following him… Well cutting story short they both died… This might give you a hint, and the girlfriend"
"No… I don't remember"
"Yes your mother told me to remove the whole day from your mind.. Sorry kid but she made a deal and I stand by my deals"
"So why did you kill everyone else and not just her"
"That was the fire not me"
"That you caused"
"Oh true but gotta go" I turned around and he wasn't there, I must have looked ridiculous looking at everyone's eyes and tears running down my face but I remembered what I came here to do, I borrowed a bag from a neighbour and started walking in the house.
I was glad there was a door to walk through, all the walls had burnt marks on them and reeked of smoke, as I stumbled though the wreckage trying to find useful and memorial things like pictures, then walked into the kitchen and straight to the fridge, like always, and found my little brothers pudding cups and Jacks healthy smoothie then burst into tears.
Walking into the living room but closing my eyes I had to guide with my hands to the crumbly wall till I touched the mantle were our family pictures stand, when I arrived I quickly placed them in my bag and made my way back to the hallway but was stopped when I stubbed my toe on the edge of the sofa and quickly reacted by taking my hands away from my eyes and reaching for my toe but screamed and fell back at what I saw… Three smoked bodies, it smelt like burning flesh.
I didn't know what to do next but I just sat there with my eyes blood shot and in tears As I left downstairs I shivered at the thought of what lay upstairs but all I knew is that I needed to go.
I walked one foot in front of the other until I reached the top of the stairs where most of the roof had fallen though I knew I could still stand on it, as I put one foot on a roof tile and another on a space on the floor I soon got to my little brothers room, it was opposite the nursery so the roof was fairly stable which was just as bad, as their room was always a tip, I giggled thinking about it then saw the special toys they had sitting up right on their bunk bed, James had a rabbit and Freddy had a teddy which was given to them at birth, it was only a box room though they were mostly out with friends except for Freddy as he was five, I knew I had to keep them, so I put them in the bag and a couple more things along with it then I headed to the room next door which was Jacks room though I already knew what to keep:
•His cool Jamaican style bracelets,
•His cool sunglasses,
•His favourite top (which I always 'borrowed'),
•And then his journal. I remember him telling me, when I was young that he would put everything he knows into this book then one day would pass it onto me, well I guess I need it more then ever.
Still looking around in his room with memories in every corner I couldn't help myself but cry, then after a while of crying I knew he would hate it if I was crying in his room even if it was for him so I headed to the next box room which was my room, the walls used to be a nice black and the carpet purple though everything is now a disgusting black, I quickly grabbed my teddy called Freddy which I have had since I was born, my father bought it for me, then I thought of where the pictures of him, Jack, mum and me are then I found them (top draw of my desk next to my bed) then put them neatly in my bag there was more than a dozen then looking though my draws hoping I had some clothes which had survived the fire but I only found a pair of jeans, my leather jacket and my white one with inside pockets.
I kept looking trying to find anything that I could use in the real world but that was it so I turned around to gasp with complete shock
"Hey Rece" a tall dark figure said
I knew who it was, it was the only person who called me Reece. as my initials where S.E.S so he called me Reece and sometimes just Ree… but I didn't mind because the only time he called my Sarah was when I had done something wrong.
"Dad"
"Hey sweetie, you alright"
"Stupid question dad!… What are you doing here, I'm not sleeping"
"I was never in your dreams, well I was but… I'm a spirit and I've been here all this time"
"All this time"
"Yeah but I'm here to tell you to take something and keep it with you at all times, its under your brothers bed go look" As I walked into my brothers bed so many things were running though my mind,
How is dad here?
Deans a hunter who is just outside.
What's under the bed?
I bent down and saw a small box, as I pulled it out I shouted
"Dad come here a minute, its just a box" I looked at the door then in front of me where dad sat, I gasped,
"You gotta stop doing that"
"Open the box… But don't freak out"
I opened the box shaking then to what was inside Which was a dagger, small flask, a small bag, a small leather notebook and other various things
"Why.. I.. I don't get it, why do I need this stuff"
"Sweetie didn't your brother tell you anything, oh course not I told him to protect you"
"Well thanks cause he knocked out my ex boyfriend"
"Ouch, good boy… Well I'll explain.."
"Dad before you explain, can you tell me if a monster killed you"
"Oh well I'll explain then it might answer your question… The dagger is silver so it can burn and kills demons and other various stuff and the holy water in the flask can also burn them, now the bag has salt in which keeps out ghost, spirits and demons so put a line on the window ledges and under the door you know where a robber can get it… And the notebook has got every supernatural thing I know which isn't much but that hunter out there knows more… Much more"
"Oh shit... Wait you know about the hunter"
"Dean yeah I know of him, stay with him but not too close right.. Your still my baby girl and mind your language"
"But dad what do you want me to do with this stuff"
"Sweetie I know you, you were going after what killed me and your mum"
"Which is?"
"Sarah I don't know, I'm sorry"
"I know what killed mum.. It was a demon"
"Yeah I know"
"How"
"Oh yeah another tip, if there's a scene and there's sulphur around then it was a demon"
"Oh" We went round and sat on my bed but was distracted by a shout
"Sarah is everything ok"
"Dad you gotta go" I whispered
"No, let him put me to rest, I don't wanna be a ghost any more"
"Dean come up but don't freak out" When dean got upstairs his face dropped to the floor in sadness
"Dean this is my dad… he wants you to put him to rest" I said with a few tears falling
"Oh right… Hi sir''
Dean Winchester, pleasure to meet you I've heard a lot about you" then whispered
"hunter to hunter'" though I could still hear it
"But don't get any ideas she's still my baby girl and I will hunt you down'' ''That's perfectly exceptive sir so your a hunter I thought you was a police officer"
"Yeah let's just say I loved her mum and I couldn't turn away from her so I made sure I came home in one piece and told the kids I'm a super police officer, and Dean just call me Mike"
"Dad you were a hunter"
"Yeah I'm so sorry sweetie"
"Wait the demon said you took me to work"
"The demon spoke to you" both men say
"Yeah sorry just before I came in here"
"Sarah the real story is that I messed with the wrong nest and they came back to bite but they stole you and kept you for two months until I found them, I looked everyday for you even night but I was too late I found you in the woods, in a cage… With… With several knifes in your back and stomach and when I got you out you had burns all over your body, they tortured my little girl" he said crying then walking away
"Wait dad"
"Dean just do it" he asked
"Dad I need answers, you can't just go like this"
"Well your mum and I couldn't let you die so she made a secret deal with the crossroads demon but while she was doing that the demons who killed you, came back for me… Her last words to me were 'we need to get pur little girl back' and that was it, I never thought she would read my journal and then make a deal"
"Oh god, I died and mum… Mum died for me the whole family died for me" I cried
"Hey hey no don't cry, that's not true, if it wasn't for me you wouldn't have died and this would never had happened… Hey I need to show you something" he said Then whistled
"Rex" I shouted As my husky dog Rex had come running round the corner,
"Wait he survived the fire"
"Yeah but your gonna have to give him a bath, I remember when he was a puppy"
"Yep he's ten now"
"Great"
"I'm sorry I don't have dogs in my car"
"Not even for Rex… Fine I'll walk him but when Sam sees him"
"Son of a'… (Cough) sorry sir, Mike"
"It's fine son he's a clean dog well not right now but… right I'll leave you guys with him now, Dean?"
"No dad let me do it"
"Sweetie, you don't have to"
"Yeah I'm with your dad on this one, its a tuff situral and its even tuffer if its your dad"
"I can do it… I'm a woman"
"That's my baby girl… but seriously no let Dean do it"
"Dean what do I do"
"Well its confusing"
"What like burning his bones, com'on what do I do"
"Yeah burn the bones"
"Your a natural hunter"
"Right dad are you ready" I said faintly
"Sweetie I can tell when your scared"
"Dad!"
"Fine, yes I was buried, go to the graveyard I'll meet you there" As we set off in different directions Dean heads to the car while I turn right and walk with Rex
"Dean its just down the road"
"I'm getting Sam and some stuff"
A few minutes later Sam came running over to cuddle the dog while Dean walks with a green bag, we walked to the end of the road silent with Sam holding the dog and mine and Dean's hands attached but then there on the left was the graveyard, a cold breeze flowed though me,
"Sam can you do me a favour and get the car"
"Yeah sure I'll just pick it up" he said sarcastically
"Remember all that I've taught you ok so if you break my baby I will break you ok" With a nod from Sam he walked off with the keys leaving Dean feeling sick to his stomach, we walked across the road and sat at a bench
"Are you sure you want to do it cause I can"
"Yeah it will finally feel like my dads at rest"
"Yeah ok" Sammy pulled up beautifully and got out the car with a grin
"There we go Sammy that's brilliant… I'm so sorry baby I'll never leave you again" Dean said walking up to the car Then when round too the back and pulled out a shovel then stopped
"Wait what am I doing"
"What do you mean"
"We can't do it in daylight… well have to wait till later sorry"
"Okay I'll just go tell my dad"
"It's okay Reece I heard" a voice said from in the bushes
"See you at ten O'Clock"
"Okay"
"So we have hours to spear so Sammy where do you wanna go"
"I'm fourteen now Dean, can we just go back to the motel"
"Oh yeah the age were they think they're funny right Sarah"
"Well I still need to pick up a few stuff from my house then that will be it"
"Okay everyone get in"
As we got in the car the fright came back about my house and my future by myself or with Dean and Sam, I can't stay here forever, they wouldn't want me there all the time and I couldn't afford to move as much as they do.
I jumped out the car and went back into the house but with only one objective. I came back out half an hour later with casual stuff like toothbrush and hair dryer.
"Dean I need to talk to you" I said getting back in the car
"I know"
we headed back to the motel. When we got in it was quiet, Sam went straight to his room leaving me and Dean with our talks though we both knew what was to be said "So" I said simultaneously with Dean
"Dean, I can't stay with you guys"
"But you could be a hunter like us... it's in your blood"
"Yeah I know" I said rolling my eyes
"Though I need to find my Fathers killers and My family's"
"Sarah, I'm pretty sure we're looking for the same guy and that's why my dad left"
"Dean I have to do this on my own, I'm really sorry but maybe we''ll see each other in the future... but right now I need to sort myself out"
"okay but stay here till then"
later that day Dean got a call though I had to make my own call to the council and get a house or a flat. Once we had finished our calls we both had news for each other
"Who was that"
"Council... who was yours"
"...It was... my dad yeah telling me he wont be back for another week or two" though I could tell he's lying I still carried on
"Well they found a flat for me so I can move in whenever I want... but I don't have to go now of course"
"No it's fine, we can help you move in and then we'll go" with a sad nod Dean got Sam then we headed out to get some stuff and head to the new flat, it was a pleasant flat but small, we put all the stuff in then bought beer to talk in and drink later
"Can I stay here with Sarah"
"No she's seventeen, don't you think I know your mind"
"Dude that's your mind"
"Actually you guys can stay here till you have to leave if you want… money saving"
"Yeah maybe" Dean says before walking to get more boxes
"What's up with him" I asked
"Well we don't have homes and we don't get welcomed into them so its different" Though that was a key point, I think it was about his father and the night before.
We got back to the flat to see nice decor, a nice comfy sofa and a 36 inch TV in my bedroom and all the dishes and glasses in the kitchen, shocked as I was we still kept putting my stuff in the draws then to settle down with a nice beer in my new flat. We sat there quiet for a while, letting in the whole experience and the new life I will take on.
"Sarah your quiet, what's up"
"(Sigh) I dunno I guess I'm worried about living on my own and starting a new life on my own and putting the past behind me"
"Well your doing better than most people"
"Which scares me"
"Sarah I couldn't help but notice and sorry for bringing this up but last night and your back and arms… I just.. Couldn't help but see it"
"Its okay and yeah I have scars… A lot but I get though it and don't look at that jerk… Dean as its the last night I might never see you again I'm gonna tell you my secrets… no mushy moments I just need someone to hear my secrets or no one will"
"Yeah sure, I'm sure I've done worse so you can tell me"
"And I believe you haha (cough) well for one thing I dealt with him, the jerk and my brother helped as well but… he's gone now… And there were so many times were I tried to kill him… Dean I even tried to kill the boys because they were his"
"Its okay, take a deep breath"
"Thinking about it now I was really stupid not to burn the body"
"Wait you didn't burn the body?"
"No I know stupid mistake… Well I remember this one time were he um beat me, for the first time actually, and he took me somewhere else so no one would hear my screams well they did, it was this one guy who was jogging and heard me so he came but the jerk killed him slowly in front of me" I said with my chin and lips trembling
"Anyway my mum never found out about it, then I got tougher though that came with consequences, big ones as at school there was a teacher who touched me on the shoulder but I accidentally flipped her over and put scissors to her neck, then I got into fights but won them so I was the one that got blamed and yeah so the scars on my back are just all of that together though the ones.. On my arms are just for guilty pleasure (chuckled nervously)… I'm sorry Dean you've got plenty on your mind you don't need with all my worries and problems"
"No its fine I was just thinking that I thought I had a hard life, where you… I just think you are so strong you don't understand"
"Well maybe I'm meant to be one of those strong bitchy hunters after all"
"Yeah… you know you've probably heard this enough but you shouldn't hurt such a beautiful body… And yeah we might be mental and half way to breaking down inside but not outside, outside we're strong, we have to be"
After Dean's speech my heart was warm but my soul still cold.
"Hey can I get some stuff from the motel, can you watch Sam while I'm gone" As Dean left I couldn't hold my tears in any longer. Forgetting about Sams presence I lurched over, over many cries that I had held in for so long and were anxious to get out.
After calming down Sam silently walks round the corner
"Sarah are you okay now"
"Oh my god Sam, I'm so sorry I didn't know you was there…" I said whipping my eyes
"No its okay, I cry to… But why are you crying?"
"I guess I'm kinda being a drama queen and crying about my life"
"But you have a right to cry like really you do, drama queens cry if they dropped their make up or got slapped in the face and I know your not a drama queen"
"Thanks Sam you've really helped"
"Yeah… Oh you do know that my brother likes you right"
"What?"
"Dean likes you, he hasn't been with a girl for more than a night"
"Really, but I can't come with you guys, your dad wouldn't want me around and I'm a girl"
"Dean would take care of you but I see your point, well I like having you around"
"Aww Sam that's really sweet"
We sat for a while watching TV when Dean came back in with some luggage and looked suspicious
"What have I missed"
"Nothing" Sam says smiling then getting up then going in his room
"Okay…" Dean came and sat next to me
"Are you okay" he said
"Yeah I'm fine, really I'm ok"
"Sarah?" He asked knowing I was lieing and I couldn't lie to the big beautiful green eyes glancing into mine
"Dean I'm fine… now… okay I was upset before but I'm fine now, I had a chat with Sam"
"Oh right… it was his puppy eyes wasn't it, he gets what ever he wants with them" We chuckled.
"So you wanna tell me what's up"
"… its just the change and my life now just because of a fire and a stupid deal"
"The deal saved your life"
"Yeah well what if your dad gave his life for you"
"I…I don't know cause its never gonna happen but you were too young to control it and… if you didn't die your mum and brother would be dead, right"
"What no… how"
"Where was your dad attacked"
"Um… Oh my god, he died at home that's why he was there, I remember my brother was holding me back when he found me in my room and he pulled me to the panic room but on the way there dad was being lifted by a strecher out the door… my dad died at home"
"Right sorry… but if you didn't die then you and your brother would have died with your dad"
"Yeah… I promise there will be no more blood from my family and Dean… you and Sam are my family"
"Sarah…"
"Dean I have nothing and I bet all your other girlfriends don't know what you do and they wouldn't devote there life to kill those bustards and more so you couldn't have a life with them but… Well when you do leave you must promise me if your dad or you get a case or get into trouble you call me"
"Yeah course"
"Right" I said knowing he was lying.
After watching TV for hours we went to bed laughing at the shows we saw then we realised Sam was fast asleep so with the few nights we had together we had to make the best of it. Dean slowly lifted my t-shirt with a smirk, I unbuttoned his jeans with a lift of an eye brow then hovered my hands to his t-shirt and lifting it gently but he couldn't hold back no more he leaned forwards and a kiss was Layed upon my lips then continuous long kisses, my hands left his t-shit to play with his hair and him holding me by the waist I drop my hands down then took off his t-shirt as he did with mine after and back to kissing and the dropping his pants, with ours eyes enchanted into each others, we bond with our body's touch then falling on to the bed with smiles, with Dean on top kissing my neck I slid my jeans off, As we feel every inch of each others skin just waiting for that moment then boom… Three figures came running through the back and front door making us jump up and hurry our clothes, the men were chanting for John
"Demons" I whispered
"Shit they found us"
"Dean, you and Sam get out Sam's window I'll deal with them"
"No they will kill you"
"Dean I have nothing to live for, now get out"
The smashing of plates in the kitchen sent fear to my heart but remembering my fathers bravery held my head up.
Then Rex barking and a shot was fired
"Now I'm pissed"
"Okay okay I surrender.. Ju..just tell me what you want" A demon walked in front
"Hello beautiful, do you know the boys and there.. Papa" he said in a low cocky tone
"No, who..why would they be here.. I've lived on my own for ages"
"Honey, we know everything about you"
"What?"
"We know what happened to your daddy… oh what a terrible thing and to know that it was all your fault"
"No see that's were your wrong" I chuckled I looked over my shoulder and saw dean peeping through the window.
The man ran up to me with anger
"Look you little bitch I know what you are and I know what you've done, my name is Crowley and I'm the king of hell so I can put you right down where I'm from if you don't tell me where they are" He said holding my cheeks tight, I tried to shrug his hand off but then he swung his hand and slapped me in the face
"Get out of my house!" I shouted
"Where are the boys"
"I don't know"
"Yes you do… what did you murder them to uh"
"I didn't murder anyone"
"You know your really special in our world, we're always talking about new recruits but you no you hit the top ten…"
"You can't kill me" I said realising everything
" But I can injure you"
"Oh and would big daddy be happy about that"
"Your a lot like your dad you know"
"Don't you dear talk about him"
"Right, gentlemen let's take her in"
"I don't know the Winchesters okay, I don't I swear"
"I didn't say anything about them being the Winchester boys but I'm sure everyone downstairs wants to see you"
"I'm not a demon okay" He laughed
"Honey you've been a demon all your life… You just never knew" he chuckled I laughed uncontrollably with a slight grin
"Oh I'm sorry were you looking for a scream and then Dean and his dad jumps out of nowhere to save me" I chuckled then continuing my laugh
"Yeah no that's not gonna happen" I said with no grin,
"Maybe not but we don't need the boy if we have you"
"What do you mean"
"Princess you don't need to worry about a thing" He smiled then turned and nodded at one of the other demons, I could feel my heart beat out of my chest as he walked closer but I hid my fear well. The last thing I saw was a hand raise above me then a black out.
I woke up in a hotel, laying on a bed. I got up slowly but my head pulled me down with a huge headache coming over me, it was like a hangover from a drinking weekend at a party.
There was a knock at the door 'Roomservice' was called I rushed to the door fighting the headache and opened it wide with my heart in my mouth but my heart rate slowed as it was a small Asian lady with the washing trolley though I was still curious of a demon present.
"Hello, sorry about this but you haven't paid for last night and tonight"
"Wait how long have I been here"
"Just under a week" the lady laughed
"A week, well who brought me in"
"Are you okay? Your acting different"
"Different?"
"You haven't been out of this room and you brought yourself in"
"I bought myself in?" I said in disbelief
"Yes dear"
"Oh... where are we"
"We're at the bakers hotel in Lawrence"
"Date?"
"It's the 15th of November"
"November?!"
"Yes honey, what did you think it was?"
"August" I say ashamed
"2 months behind" She said more worried then before
"Do you need anything"
"No but thanks, I'll just get a bus" I reached for my pocket and puled out a few quarters
"You know what, you look like you've had a tough time so why don't you leg it and leave me to talk to them"
"Are you sure"
"Yeah... no offence but you don't look like you have any money so go... and remember to run"
"Thank you" I ran out to see a car pull up outside the reception then four men in suits getting out then looking straight at me and started walking towards me "Shit" I whispered then running into the road but the men were fast and started shouting things at me but I couldn't make out what they said.
looking around to find anything that would help me but luck came first when a motor bike was coming up ahead but stopped in font of me and asked for lift
"How did you escape..!" A demon shouted as I climbed on the bike I asked to go into Lawrence then he nodded and left though I was still wondering about hell and the demons question.
All I knew now was that I was hunting for the murder of my family and the answer to getting in and out of hell.