Belated Happy Valentines Day!!!

I was suppose to post this before Valentines Day but my mother didn't allow me because we will be in a field trip on Valentines and we should prepare on that occasion. So no computers allow. And on Valentines Day, the day of the field trip, after the field trip I was so tired.

Please understand…

Haa… SPIRITSHIPPING makes my world go heart shaped.

I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh! GX or any of its characters and I'm happy its Kazuki Takahashi's anime.

Proudly saying! I'm a Yu-Gi-Oh! R/GX/5D'S fan for life and eternity!

Hope you enjoy! ^_^

PART I – What Was It?

Johan sits on his bed. He had his head hang low, face covering his face, his arms on his thighs. A big sigh escaped from his lips. Not from boredom, but because of the feeling he has inside. He was disappointed, embarrass, hurt… but what can he do? He got himself so hopes up; expecting a special question from his all time crush and closest friends Judai, and then he get another question. To put it all what hurt him yesterday afternoon was…

Judai's innocence…

Judai and Johan were currently on their favorite roof top, sitting back to back, leaning their backs to each other

"Johan, can I ask you an important thing?"

Johan turns his head on the back as he can to look at his closest friend, "You are asking me now, what's it pal?" Johan reaches out for Judai's hands and holds it, it warmed up Judai's inner being.

He blushes, looking at the ground they were sitting on. "It's been bothering me all day. It's about… Valentines Day…

Johan felt hope on his heart rise. Was Judai going to ask him? But no, don't hope just yet. 'Don't give yourself big hopes you might fall deep.' Johan reminds himself.

Judai felt a sort of relief when remembers they were sitting back to back at each other, so that means Johan won't notice his burning face. But Johan didn't have to see.

"I know you're getting all red face Judai." He smiles, "Now, what's about Valentines Day, that's tomorrow right?"

Judai nodded, not sure if Johan can see it. "Yes, it's tomorrow. And I can't celebrate it properly without you answering my question." Judai thinks this so embarrassing to ask, what Johan would think of him after he asks it?

Johan's grin widens, but he makes his smile into a simple smirk when both he and Judai turn around to face each other. "You can ask me anything and I'm sure I'll answer it, positively."

Judai smiles, knowing Johan will think no bad. "I was wondering… if you…"

Yes! Yes! Hurry! Was Johan screams on his mind, he can feel what he wants. What he wants so much!

"Johan will you… be…"

It's killing Johan so much! The anticipation, the excitement, and the want to hear those sweet words! Well, it's not 'I love you' but for Valentines Day, it will be wonderful.

"Johan will you be…" Judai rubs the back of his head as he laughs sheepishly, "Will you be able to explain valentines to me?" Johan's happy face suddenly fall

God, he felt so embarrass, he felt so hurt – he felt so disappointed! He just gave himself big hopes up because… he was foolish to think Judai will ask him to be his… valentine.

Judai notice the change of Johan's expression. He felt guilty. He wonders why? It's like something on what he said hurt Johan so much. He leans closer to his friend, worry lacing on his cute face. "Johan… Johan are you okay…? Did I say something bad?" Judai asked, sounding so innocent

That hits on Johan…

He almost forgot. How 'innocent' Judai is… so innocent… that Judai himself doesn't know he could hurt someone… like Johan… hurt Johan unknowingly…

Johan sighs again; it was really embarrassing for himself. He loves Judai truthfully to hope something like that. But what he thought next gave him a smile, another hope up! But he shouldn't hope again or what happened before will possibly occur again. He just can't help it. He just feels something's there. There on Judai's words… from Judai's innocence.

… Judai didn't hear any answer from Johan. He started being more worried and panic when he saw a tear trailing down Johan's cheeks. He jumps a bit in surprise. "Johan what happened?! Are you hurt?!"

Of course Johan is hurt but he can't blame who hurt him. He just needs to give a convincing excuse. Johan will rub his wet eyes but before he could Judai did

Judai slowly wipe Johan's tears away, afraid to hurt Johan since he looks hurt. Johan wish Judai could just kiss his tears away. But they were just 'friends'. He should remember that. Judai look to Johan with sympathetic eyes. "Johan… tell me… what's wrong?"

Johan shook his head. He gave a smile. "I'm fine. I'm just so happy I become one of your friends." It is true, even though it's not the reason he is crying.

"You're crying because you're happy?" Judai asked in confusion but then smiles. "You really are weird Johan." He laughs.

That joy of Judai really gives Johan the guide to smile. "I know that."

"That's what I liked about you…" Judai said. "You're always so interesting…"

Johan's heart skips a bit. 'I'm interesting for him?' what rejoice. He smiles then it turns to a chuckle, having the urge to joke. "You might are falling in-love to me Judai." He teased.

They both laughed. For awhile, the joke worked, "You know what Johan?" Judai said as he halt himself from laughing that made Johan stop laughing to, but smile was still kept on their face.

"What's it Judai?"

Judai leans to Johan and place a soft kiss on Johan's soft lips. Judai pulls away to whisper, "I think I am."

Judai kiss him. That should mean something deep. Maybe he loves Johan! That's right! Judai won't kiss Johan if he doesn't love him. And one more thing, Judai did say he thinks he's in love with Johan. So there's big hope, big chance.

We just have to know the conclusion.

On this day of Valentines Day…

Johan starts to walk to the main building, thoughts clouded about Judai. If the brunette just know how much he mean to Johan. Well, Johan knew he mean a lot to Judai. But he doesn't know if it's enough to build something called 'love'.

And the person his thinking of, was standing in front of the building. A smile went into Johan's face. Had Judai been waiting for him? It looks like that. So it means the conclusions are positive. Judai do feel something strong about him. But seems Judai hadn't notice his presence yet. So better call your love's name.

"Ju-

"Judai!" Another voice interrupts Johan. It was Asuka, running to Judai from another direction.

Johan merely laughed to himself… being interrupt from someone accidentally, happens only a few times. This day is going to be - -

Painful…

Johan just saw Asuka and Judai clasp their hand together as they walk inside the main building. Johan's life is simply ruined. They're looking happy. What's that suppose to mean? Why the guy who kisses him was with a woman? Is that holding hands meant… Asuka is Judai's Valentine?

No… no…

That can't be! Judai only played with his feelings? Judai only kiss him because he just wants to? What's Judai's kiss mean? Another tear again… because of Judai… he falls sit on the ground, tears getting the Earth under him, wet.

He wants to be angry to Asuka… to Judai? But… right now he doesn't know Judai. So does he have he right to be angry? Of course he knows he does. Judai… Is he really innocent or he is just playing like one so he can play with somebody's feelings?

Whatever it is… Johan needs great explanation to this. He breathes out, trying to calm and stop his tears. He manages to do it a bit. He angrily walked to the classroom wanting his anger inside to be out!

PART I - DONE!

It's in a rush. I'm sorry. And for the cliff hanger of doom too, I'm sorry again.

Another reason I end it here… because I want to know what readers do feel about what happened to Johan here. I don't want to torture someone or anything. And I'm really busy, give reason…? I'm graduating.

I promise I'll update next week. Because things get big toll to me, and I still have to make our report, we have so many projects and there's our monthly exam this week.

Please review if you had read this fiction!!! ^_^