A/N: So, this is my first Faberry fic so don't hate me, k? I wrote it in hurry and I'm sorry if it's bad c: But... enjoy !

It's been a year already, a year.

She would be turning three if I wouldn't have messed up.

"Mommy," she ran towards me, smile plastered on her face.

I took her into my arms, lifting her from the ground and hugging her tightly. "Hey baby girl.. C'mon, let's go get your stuff and go home," I said putting her down on the ground and kissing her forehead.

While taking my hand the little girl jumped happily and pulled me towards her backpack. She looked so happy, because it was her birthday and I was taking her to ice cream.

When she had everything with her, we walked to my car and I opened the door to her. She climbed to her seat and I put her seat belt.

I went to the driver's seat, buckled up and started the car. Driving just a few minutes, I stopped to the lights and looked to the back seat. She was playing with her doll and smiling.

After turning around, seeing the green light and pressing the gas, everything happened so quickly.

I was sitting on my bed only my boy shorts and bra on, staring the little text that was tattooed under my left breast.

Beth

That's what it said. I ran my fingers over it and let the tears fall down my cheeks as the memory was going through my mind over and over again.

I woke up in a white room and saw that my body was bruised, badly. My head was pounding and I saw Puck sitting next to the bed.

"Puck," I whispered and his head shot up.

"Quinn, thank god!" he said, jumping off the chair and suddenly hugging me. "I thought I lost both of you."

Then it hit me, Beth. Beth was there with me in the car.

"Where's Beth?" I asked, afraid of the answer. Puck just softly shook his head.

"I'm sorry," he said.

I heard a soft knock from the door. "Butterfly?" Rachel's voice came behind the door, I looked up to her when the door opened.

"Quinn?" she asked, but her voice sounded so distant. Rachel rushed to the bed and put her arms around me, and I just cried against the crook of her neck.

At some point she had pulled me to lie on the bed, my head against her chest. Her hand was stroking my hair as I started to calm down.

"I'm so sorry," I whispered under my sobs quietly as I let my index finger move over the tattoo again.

I stood up and went to my fire escape, taking a cigarette and lighter. It was already dark, but I just sat there smoking my cigarette.

Rachel joined at me, after a while. She had a cigarette between her lips too, when she sat next to me. Her arms sneaked around my waist and pulled me to her lap.

I sighed when I felt her lips brushing against the back of my head. I had to lean into her and quickly I felt her front pressed to my back.

"Who's Beth?" she asked and I tensed, but she just held me tighter.

"She… She's m-" I sighed, "She's my daughter. She died on her birthday, when we went to go get some ice cream."

Then the silence took over, but Rachel was the one to break it. "It's her birthday, isn't it?"

I nodded and let a sob out. Her arms got tighter around me. "She would've turned three," I said quietly, before she could ask.

"I'm sorry," she whispered and kissed my head.

"I'm so sorry Beth.."

A/N #2: What did u think? Tell me it in the reviews c: I'm kinda thinking that I could write another chapter and go on and on, but first let me know what u think ;)

Also, check out my other stories. There's only one at the moment, but I'm starting to write a Brittana in Hogwarts -fic. Check it out later, when I pubilish it ?

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