"Forgive Me"

Aishi-Cc

Ok this is something totally new. First of all I should let you know I hate Une. SO what? Well it's important so sit there and read this. The whole point of this is to allow you to look into Midii Une's troubled mind, or should I say minds? Any way who here has read Trowa's Ep. 0? Can I see a show of hands? Kay. This will help you understand where she is coming from. If you don't understand that then you'll miss half of this. I recommend a quick trip here http://www.gundamwing.org/mangaframe.html

Here you can find the full manga scans and Trans. Very cool. Of course you could go out and by the Translated one, but I'm sure you don't want to wait that long. =^_^= Ok on to Une's mind.

Welcome to Une's diary. Please try not to let her know you're reading. She frowns on that. =^_^=.

I once loved a fallen angel. He was kind to me. I can still remember the sound of his voice. The way the sun glisten in his cat like eyes. I remember the pain he caused me. Five years in not enough. No one has caused me to regret my life like him. I did what I had to. I need the Money so badly. I had to save what was left of my family. No amount of money was worth what I did to him. My first love, my painful love. I remember the cold words. How could I have said such things? I just let him walk away. Why? Why didn't I tell him? The next day I found out I had caused all that pain for nothing. My family was dead.

A few months ago I could of sworn I saw him again. My mind was so confused then. This boy had the same voice the same eye's even the same hair. He had changed. He wasn't the same. What had I done to him? I remember the look he gave me when I broke down. It was almost as if he recognized me. A part of my mine refused to believe it was him. How could he be there? Just sitting there watching me? My heart ached more then it had in years. If only he knew the pain his eyes could cause me.

I defended him. He was a good little soldier. Looked good in those tight pants to. I had thought he had died when the Vayeate was destroyed. Some how it didn't surprise me when he reappeared. Now the pilot of Gundam 03 HeavyArms. One of the Gundams I had tried to destroy so long ago at the beginning of this war. The Nanashi for my past is now the Trowa Barton of my present. Dose he hate me? Dose he even recognize me? I have changed so much more then him. I need to tell him. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I need to tell him. I love you. I need to make him understand. Even if he doesn't love me. I'd be happy with just his forgiveness. I need to be forgiven by all those I have hurt. I once told Relena I am like a body who has lost its soul. I want it back. I want to be forgiven. I want to be me again. Not Lady Une. Not Colonel Une. Just Midii Une. Just Midii Une. I want to be me while I still have a part of me left. How did this all happen?

"I'm sorry. I'm so… so… sorry….TROWA!



Ok that was fun, I guess. There is no proof Une's father and two brothers died the very next day, but I think it's fitting. Don't you? Well please tell me what you think of this. I'm planning on doing more pieces like this one.