I'm supposed to keep my temper in check. So I turn it into sadness instead.
I'm a newbie. Not just any newbie, a girl-wolf newbie. The only girl werewolf in the La Push pack. I hear the thoughts of my pack members that there used to be another girl, Leah, but she went and joined Jacob's pack.
Sometimes, I feel that I should do that too.
It's...hard. I have to deal with the phasing naked thing. Having a bunch of hormonal boys and men looking at me is not what I find fun. I'm only fourteen, I shouldn't have to deal with this.
The temperature too. I'm always sweltering, it never gets cold to me. I run at one-oh-eight on a day by day basis. Never cold. I even cringe away from hugging others, especially my parents.
Other things have been happening as well. Everything just...stopped. A few pack members, the other newbies, thought I was pregnant. But how could I be? I'm a virgin. Again, hello! Only fourteen!
So I'm...menopausal. That's what I figure. Menopausal and I'm fourteen. I've always imagined myself having kids, ya know? A big family that I would love and care for with all my heart.
Now it will never happen.
I hear a howl and I sigh. Wiping the tears that had been falling without my knowledge I shoved off my clothes. Phasing into my wolf form just as I'm out the door.
So...what do you think? I've had this idea in my head for awhile. What if one of the six new werewolves was a girl? It'd definitely be strange, right? Well...here you go. It made me sad writing this, but it was fun. A learning experience. So, read and review please.
-Write in Raine