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I came up with this story for my English class at fanfiction. Just some random idea that doesn't any real destination. Thanks for the read :D

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I don't want to fall asleep. Because anytime I did, he would be there. The long silver haired man with pale snow white skin, each of his cheeks bore twin purple strips tattoo-like marks; the same color that covered his eyelids. There was a crescent blue moon on the center of his forehead. His ears were slightly pointy, elfish-like. He wore an ancient Japanese white attire with red patters over the shoulders and the bottom sleeves. His feet wore a pair of black boots. On his right side was a big puffy pelt that started at his waist and over his right shoulder. Was it his tail? It could move as if it was alive if he willed it. It was so long that it nearly dragged on the ground on the back. His chest wore a black armor, the spiky metal part started just above his chest and over his shoulders. His golden eyes were always cold, and his face looked bored.

Emotionless.

The dream started on my fifteenth birthday. It was vague at first, all I could remember was his golden orbs. But than it became clearer with each time I slept because he always invaded my dreams.

In the dreams, I was in another era, as if I went back in time. The sky looked bluer, the air was fresher, everywhere were forests and natures. Some part where buildings had occupied were none of the moderns', but ones that I remember seeing in history books. There was no cars, no electricity, or anything that related to the modern days.

There was a small creature, looked like a toad but with a bird-like mouth. His body was that of human's, or stood like a human's. He was a dark green color. Like anyone else, he wore ancient Japanese traditional clothes; his was brown and silk quality was finer than others commoners. On top of his head was a black hat. The green little toad-like creature was no taller than my knees. And like the silver haired man, they both had claw-like hands.

I was called by a different name when I was inside the dreams, Rin. The small creature told me they were demons, and his name was Jaken while his lord was known as Sesshomaru. Sesshomaru was the ruler of the Western Land. He was powerful and deadly.

In the dreams, I was myself, yet I wasn't. I fear the demons, yet a part of me yearned to be with them, longed for them as if it was the most natural thing to do. The feelings were strongest towards the demon lord. No, that was not the right description for my feelings. I felt like I could not live without him. Like being beside him was my rightful place. It was almost as if I was in...

Shuddered.

It was almost as if I was... in love with him.

It wasn't normal to have dreamt of the same person every second I closed my eyes. And it wasn't the same dream, but a continuation series-like. Almost as if I were really traveling there each time and again.

As strange as the dreams may be, it wouldn't bother me if that were all there was to it. A dream. But no, it got worst. Way worst.

I was a light sleeper and didn't need as much sleep as others, six hours a day was enough. However, recently I felt sleepy so often, like all the time. Sometimes I felt asleep without realizing. I slept ten to twelve hours nowadays and could sleep for more if my mother did not wake me up. It was like I would sleep forever.

What's worst is, I sometimes found myself in the other world even when I was awake. Once I brink my eyes or someone called my name, I found myself back in this era, standing stupidly somewhere. I am losing my mind. I don't know what 's real or dream anymore because they engrossed very so often that it's driven me crazy.

I don't want to fall as sleep again and lost myself to another world. I can feel him breathing down my neck even now. I don't know what to do and don't want to live in a crazy institution either.

I don't want to go to sleep. Because he's there waiting for me.
Because the next time, I might never wake up.

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June 15, 2013