Alright here's another story that I'm starting.

It's a little dark as I'm sure you'll notice, but it's just what I wrote,

so I hope you guys like it.

I think this is going to be the one I finish.

I have a good feeling.

Wish me luck. :)

Disclaimer: I do not, under any circumstances own Harry Potter or anything in the Harry Potter books/movies. They all belong to J.K. Rowling.

So many secrets, so many lies, so many hidden crevices in my mind. I can't figure out why this happened to me, I can't remember what life was like before my soul became so twisted, so deformed. Another day arrives, so I put on a fake smile, I hide the pain from the world and hope nobody notices it in my eyes. They wouldn't understand, they would gaze at me with their pity filled eyes, and treat me like a breakable dish. They can't understand what I've been through. Oh, sure, it's ended, but the memories haunt me. They haunt me in my dreams, they change, they merge with nightmares from five years ago.

Ah... first year, so young and naive. It was all shattered when he, when Tom touched me, when he took away my purity. I never told a soul and apparently never did he. He wouldn't have wanted his death-eater scum followers to know that he would stoop to being with a blood-traitor, even if it was just to torture me. He used me, broke me, and tried to kill me. But Harry saved me.

Poor, sweet Harry. He finally noticed me after four years of me watching him, he noticed me. Then the war came, and he left me to wait for him. He wants me know, that I'm broken and every smile I send his way is fake. He's to pure, to good for my darkened soul. He came back from the war looking to pick back up with me, and I had changed, oh yes, I had changed, but did I let him know that. Of course not, he would have wanted to try and fix me and I can not be fixed. I broke his heart, telling him I did not love him anymore, did not want to be with him. Though sadly not one word I spoke to him when I broke it off with him was a lie. Every word I spoke was truth, every word I said, I meant with all of my heart, and all of my soul. We might have been perfect for each other before, but not anymore. My love I had for him disappeared. There is nobody in this school, nobody that I can call a true friend, nobody that knows what I've been through, what I still relive every night. Nobody, I am completely and truly alone.

What did you guys think? That was just a little prologue.

I'll post chapter one as soon as I can. :)

Also I'm looking for someone to make me a poster or a banner or something for this please. :)

review:)