A/N: So this is just a Cargan fluff. I don't like how it turned out. I think I could've done better if i tried harder...but let me know what you think. Please review and thanks for reading! OH! And my Kogan ABC will be updated soon!
Carlos was brilliant. Most of his friend would have busted out laughing at that statement, but it was true. Carlos had a secret. No, he had many secrets, and he was very good at hiding them. No one had ever stopped to think about the stupid, dangerous, suicidal stunts he did. They just figured he did them because he was an idiot. Or at least they thought he was an idiot. Logan was smart, if he wasn't so convinced from the start that Carlos was a complete moron, he probably could have picked up on it. But he didn't, and that's what hurt the most. Carlos hated himself. So many nights he cried himself to sleep, so many times got up in the middle of the night to cut himself. He just wanted to die, and Logan couldn't see it. His best friend, the one he a secretly loved, couldn't even see past the front he put up. Carlos want smart, he wasn't even brilliant, he was a genius.
"Hey." Carlos jumped as Logan startled him out of his thoughts.
"Hi." Carlos replied putting a small smile on his face. Logan smiled his cute side smile back at him. Carlos' heart felt like it was melting. He loved Logans smile, and whenever Logan gave him one of those smiles... Carlos took a deep breath, trying to steady the thoughts swirling around his mind. Logan took a seat on the couch next to him. "So...um... I was working on a new stunt tod-" Carlos stopped when Logan grabbed his wrist. Logans eyes widened.
"Carlos! Wh-Why are you...cutting yourself?" he asked running his fingers over the healing cuts. Carlos cringed.
"I-i-" Carlos couldn't answer him. Logan looked so...disappointed. "Please don't hate me." he whispered hiding his wrists and avoiding Logans gaze. Logan was shocked he could never hate Carlos, but at the same time he was upset that he was purposely hurting himself.
"Carlos... I don't hate you, just tell me why your...why your doing this to yourself." he forced Carlos to look at him.
"You want to know why I've been cutting myself?" Carlos asked feeling a rush of adrenaline course threw his body. Logan nodded, awaiting his answer. Carlos didn't give one. Instead he slammed his lips into Logans sloppily kissing him. He didn't care, he just wanted to get closer to Logan. He forced his tongue into the smarter boys mouth and deepened the kiss. He quickly moved on top of Logans shock stilled form and straddled his hips. Carlos clashed their teeth together, almost painfully, but it felt wonderful. To finally be able to kiss his crush, to just let him know he liked him... Carlos pulled away to breathe. "Because i love you. I love you and you don't see it. I love you and you don't love me back. I love-" Carlos started his explanation, but he was cut off as Logan softly pushed his full lips to Carlos' moving ones. Their eyes locked for a moment, before Logan swiftly closed his chocolate brown ones and began passionately kissing Carlos. This kiss was totally different. It wasn't like the "i need to be closer to you" kiss Carlos had just done, it was more of a "i love you too" kiss. Logan gently licked Carlos' bottom lip, deciding to be let into his mouth rather than forcing it open like Carlos had done to him only moments before. Carlos quickly let him in. Carlos pulled away after a few moments though, loving the shocked expression Logan gave him. He was glad Logan wanted this as much as he did, now he just needed to hear it. "Do you love me?" he squeaked all these feelings of rejection slowly filling his body. Logan took Carlos' face into his hands.
"Carlos, i love you." he confirmed. Carlos smiled. He might not be as smart as Logan, but he would be stupid not to know what a great catch he had.