A/N hi i wrote this for my English Coursework it was meant to be an dramatic monolougue and I wrote it about my feeling at the moment towards my friend and i thought it might be a good little story about Pan and Bra. On how Pan felt after Bra started to become a spoilted Brat. So please enjoy.
Disclaimer: i don't own DBZ or GT and if i did it i would still be making episodes.
(Cuddles a stuffed elephant teddy) – Oh my god- why? Damn I messed up big style. Why? Did I have to go and open my big mouth why didn't I just keep it shut? I'm so stupid! Now not only does she hate me the whole bloody group does as well. But if I had kept quite I would end up going stark raving mad or maybe I'm already mad.
Great she's got me talking to a stuffed animal( throws hands up in frustration- then puts head in hands and shakes head) sorry ellie I didn't mean that you're the only friend I've got man I need help! (Grabbing the teddy closer and burying head into it) ellie why is life so bloody hard? Huh why? But do you want to know something funny El I wish I could hate her but I can't she's my best friend the only one who knows me best and I her. Yet why do I feel so alone? So depressed around her? And so bloody unworthy like she's the queen and I'm a stupid low-life peasant. Man I hate being a teenager.
Not only does she make me feel not worthy around our friends but also in lessons too. She always butts in and makes me sound so stupid. But I'm not ellie god! Ellie I'm so not I could be so much more and so much better but she always drags me down. Always. But how do I stop ellie coz if I lose her I lose them as well and I need them to help me get through losing her how ironic huh!.
She was not always like this Ellie. We used to be so close and always helping each other out, sticking up for each other and we always knew if the other was upset. Now she doesn't care unless she can get something out of it or someone. Man! What happened to me Ellie I used to be so happy, so confident so so NORMAL! Now, I'm so sad Ellie so sad I hate being sad ellie please make it stop. (Hugs Ellie tighter)
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