So, this is my first story on . Hope you like! Oh, and I don't own Big Time Rush. Any similarities to other stories are purely coincidental but PM me if you want me to edit/delete this story.

Krystal's POV

The car ride to the airport was long and silent. As Mrs. Knight pulled into the driveway of the airport, I stumbled out of the car carrying a small black bag filled with James's endless bottles of imported hair products and Cuda Man-Spray.

"Hey! Be careful with that! My luck comb is in there!" James bellowed. I was too depressed that my four best friends were leaving for LA to answer. "Look Krys, I know you're sad now, but think about it! This is a great chance for you to meet new friends." Carlos said as he laid a comforting hand on my shoulder which just caused me to tear up more. Although the four boys were wildly popular at school without even trying, I on the other hand was that girl that no one even knew existed. While waiting to check the boys, Katie, and Mrs. Knight in, Logan was busy trying to tutor me in math so that I actually had a chance of passing before they left.

Every time I looked at Kendall, I only started to cry more and more. Oh, did I forget to mention that I've had a HUGE crush on him ever since we were eight? The only people who knew were Logan and my twin sister Sarah who was too busy with some project for school to come and send them off. Although… I had a vague feeling that Katie was starting to notice my crush on her brother.

~ 2 Hours Later ~

One by one, my friends were starting to pile into the airplane except for Kendall who was still waiting at the gate. He pulled me into a giant hug as I took in the familiar scent of his aftershave. "I'm going to miss you so much." He whispered in my ear. I melted in his strong arm and after what seemed like an eternity, he pulled away. He slowly started to walk into the terminal and took one last look at me. I felt like my heart was being torn out.

Well, I'm not very good at beginning stories. Never have been. But I guarantee that future chapters will be better. Please review!