this is my first fanfiction story its all human so please be nice when reviewing ^_^
I woke to the rain outside my window,
"Great another rainy day in forks,"I sighed to my self
I thought back to when I moved to forks four years ago to live with my dad Charlie after my Mum Renee died.
When I was two they got divorced and when I was four Renee found out she had cancer. She had surgery and they thought they got it all but, by the time they found it the second time it was to late it had made its way to her brain and it was bad she died when I was 12.
I moved to forks to live with Charlie when I moved here Charlie had become and drug addict and a alcoholic mum dieing hurt him so bad he never got over mum leaving him.
Then I met Edward he was so sweet and he helped me so much after my mum died, but now we aren't so good we fight a lot he hit me once about two years go as soon as he did it I left him and for six months he begged me and begged me to take him back.
I never told Alice and Rose that he hit me I eventually took Edward back, but things haven't been the same since then, now he hits me all the time in places I can hide it. but he doesn't care if other guys hit on me when we are out if they try and get physical with me I realized he hit me cause finds it fun he only wants me so he can hurt me.
About 6 1/2 months ago I found out I was pregnant I haven't told any one and I haven't needed to cause I haven't started to show yet I know its Edward's cause have never slept with any one other than him but I know I need to get away from Edward or my baby will never make it with the way he hits me
All of a sudden there was a knock on my apartment door pulling me out of my thoughts.
God I hope its Alice or Rose I really don't feel like seeing Edward today. I went down stairs and opened the door.
"Hey Bells"Rose and Alice my two bff's said at the same time.
There sisters I have know them since I was five and Renee used to send me to charlie's so I wouldn't see her so sick .
"Hey Guys,"I said as I pulled them in for a big hug,"What you been doing "
,"You know this and that I think you should brake up with Edward" Alice said
I roll my eyes,"You say that all the time."
"And yet you never do,"Rose replied
"Umm.. yer I know so what you guys been doing?"I asked nervously
"Nothing much but Esma's boyfriend Carlise is bring his sons down on his vist to see mum she thinks he's going to propose "Alice said happily.
"I hope he does "Rose said with a big smile.
"You only want Emmett to move into the house with you so you don't have to wait so long to see him " said Alice knowingly
I giggled to my self.
"so what if I do ,Any way Carlise is bring both sons down Emmett and Jasper none of us have met Jasper we have seen picture and he is hot any way not the point Esma wants you to come to dinner tomorrow night."Rose ranted
"Um...yer.. sure I would love to "I said nervously
"That's good Esme thinks of you as her daughter as well Bella I mean ever since Charlie died a year a go and Renee four years ago we are your family pretty much"Alice reassured me.
"Yes you are and tell Esme I am very happy for her and can not wait to see her,"I said then, there was another knock on my door this time it was defiantly Edward.
"Hey Edward ," I said as I opened the door, trying to smile.
" Hey Bella," He said as he hugged me.
I didn't like him touching me and he knew it. I could see the anger in his eyes as he realized I flinched as he hugged me, he let go and walked into the house.
"Bells me and Alice are going to go we will call you later,"Rose said
" Oh,okay I will talk to you later then," I said. I really wanted them to stay a bit longer but if i did ask the they would know something up I can't have them knowing
They left and Edward still looked really mad at me.
"Edward whats the matter?"I asked
"I was talking to Mike, you remember mike,your friend,my best friend,"said Edward getting angrier
"Of course I do Edward what wrong with you your acting really strange."I said.
"No I am not Bella I am acting really pissed off cause I am so fucking mad right now do you know why Bella huh, do you?" he asked
"No why would I know why your mad?" I said raising my voice just a bit
We are going to have a fight ,I know that the fact of me not knowing why he was mad and raising my voice seemed to make him madder he was grinding his teeth together I could hear it ,I knew I would get hit soon but enough is enough.
"That's a lie Bella! And you and I both know it !"He yelled.
I was starting to get really mad now "What the hell are you talking about Edward,"I yelled this at him
"Jesus Bella you cheated on me and now you acting as if you haven't!"he screamed
I laughed at him,"What the fuck are you talking about I have never cheated on you," I said I was still mad.
"Yes you have with that Eric guy in your art class mike saw you two together so don't fucking lie to me Bella!" he was really really mad and was yelling at the top of his lungs.
I was so so fucking pissed off at him he never cared any other time a guy talked to me or touched me. When we went to the club, why out of all the guys who have got a little physical (oh and by physical I mean grabbing my ass or touching my arm-stuff like that) with me does he care so much about this Eric kid who I have only ever talked to one time.
Then it hit me he was looking for a reason to hurt me again but this one I could tell was going to bad.
"What the fucking hell are you talking about me and Eric have only talked once that is it , your not making any sense any more Edward,"I yelled at him
"Your lieing," he was right in front of me now and he was mad.
"No I am not your being a dick Edward,"I said
"And your a slut Bella," he said
"Oh go fuck your self Edward. Its over I don't want to be your girlfriend any more get the fuck out of my house!"I screamed at him.
"No you don't Bella your not breaking up with me again," he grabbed my arms really tight and pushing me up against the wall
"Edward stop your hurting me let me go now!" I screamed at him
"No your mine and I am not letting you go" he said I managed to get out of his death grip on my arms and I ran for it ran up the stairs of my house and to my room.
I locked the door behind me with in seconds I could hear Edward bang on the door. I knew I had to get my cell and call someone anyone so that they could try and help. I started searching my room for it while Edward was still try to knock the door down.
"Bella open the door"yelled Edward
"NO FUCK OFF!" i screamed back with tears streaming down my cheeks i wish i wasn't so scared of but i was
"open the door Bella or you are going to regret it so much"he yelled
Just as found my phone I herd my bedroom door crash to the late I turned around to see Edward approaching me and he lifted his fist up and then there was sharp pain near my eye and I realized I had fallen to the ground and Edward was kicking me in the back and stomach. I remember trying to protect my baby and Edwards last words to me "i told you ,you would regret it"then I must have passed out because I couldn't remember a thing.
After that there was nothing but darkness.
I could hear voices around me.
"Is she going to wake up?"someone asked
"She may,she may not," said some one else I think it was a doctor
"Is there anything we can do to help her wake up? "asked a new voice
"Some people say talking to them helps"said the voice I thought was the doctor.
"Um okay Alice,rose lets try that," Alice and rose are here
"Thank you doctor, "said the first voice
"Its no problem Esme just push that button over there if you need me okay?" asked the doctor Esma was here too
"Okay let try talking to her Alice you go first,"I think it was esme that said
"Hey Bella it's Alice, sweetie we all miss your smiling face we would really love it if you would wake up Bells, please? Just open your eyes,"said Alice I could hear her crying.
I tried to say something but my mouth wouldn't move and nothing was coming out. I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't so I tried to squeeze her hand and it worked I squeezed her hand. "Mum ...Mum she squeezed my hand! She can hear us! She can hear us!" Alice said happily.
"Are you sure Alice? "asked Esme and Rose at the same time
"I am so sure you try talking to her,"Alice instructed.
Alice let go of my hand and Esme took it,"Bella darling please open you eyes, squeeze my hand just give me a sign your still in there please Bella your like a daughter to me and I...I..I can't loose you,"said Esma her voice cracking on every second word I squeezed her hand,"Alice your right she just squeezed my hand go and get the doctor! "said Esma and I could tell she was crying and then everything went back to the darkness and I couldn't hear any thing
A while later I could hear voices again I slowly tried to open my eyes this time I could I looked around their was a guy holding my hand he was extremely cute but I didn't know who he was. He was asleep so I just stayed where I was.
Then everything went black again some time later I woke up again I opened my eyes and looked at my hand the cute stranger was still there
I slipped my hand out of his and rubbed the sleep out of my eyes and just laid there for a few minutes then Emmett walked through the door.
"Bella your awake finally,"said Emmett he came over and hugged me
"Hey Emmett where am I and who is that?" I said pointing to the guy that had being holding my hand and was still asleep.
"Your at the hospital that Carlise works at. Esma got you transferred so that Carslie can take care of you and that she could vist on and they're engaged and that's Jasper. He takes care of you when the rest of us have to work,"Emmett explained
"Oh" was all I said.
"Bella I am going to go and get Esme and Carsile now okay?"he asked.
"Okay Emmett," I said as he left.
I turned to look at Jasper, he was starting to wake up he yawned then stretched he look at me and his eyes widened "Bella your awake," he said
"Yes,"I said in a small voice that was barely a whisper.
"How long have you been awake?" he asked.
"About five minutes Emmett's gone to get everyone,"I said, my voice cracking on nearly every word.
"Do you want some water?"Jasper asked he didn't wait for my answer he just poured me a glass of water and put it to my mouth so I could drink it once I was done drinking he put the cup on the bedside table.
"Thank you Jasper," I said
"It's no problem at all,"he said and smiled at me.
"How long have I been out," I asked
"About 6-7 months I think," He said.
"Wow, that's long," I said mainly to my self,"How long have you been taking care of me?" I asked
"About 5 months i'd say," said jasper
"Well thank you that's very sweet of you to take care of me even thought you don't know me," I said smiling a little.
There was something I was forgetting something I was thinking about before I pasted out when Edward was attacking me.
"It was my pleasure," he said
The next second carlise walked in "Bella I am so happy your awake" he said, "its good your awake, Esma and the girls where so worried they will be here in about an hour there on a plane to get here."he said kindly.
"That's good" I said
"Yes it is I am going to check your reflexes and eyesight and hearing to make sure every thing is working properly cause of how bad you where we didn't know if you where going to be able to walk again or even wake up "he said
"What do you mean how bad I was when I got here how bad was I?" I asked
By now jasper had left the room to give us some privacy and then it hit me my baby
"Carlise how bad was I and what about my baby,"Carlise did all his test before he answered me
"Bella everything is working great you will be able to walk," he said but he didn't answer me about my baby or how bad I was like he was avoiding the question.
"You haven't answered my question Carslie,"I said
"Bella you where beaten up really bad Edward punched and kicked you a lot,"he paused
"Yer I already knew that Carslie,"I said
"Bella I wasn't finished after he had punched and finished kicking you he dragged your broken and unconscious body down stairs and and into the kitchen where he stabbed you in the stomach about four times, he left you for dead you bleed out for 5 hours before Alice and Rose found you cause you didn't turn up at the dinner they called the ambulance but you had lost so much blood they didn't think you would make it to the hospital they did all they could but you had been bleeding for so long and your baby had been hurt so badly they didn't think you or your baby would would make it past 24 hours but you did, your a fighter and you made it you have been in a coma for about 7 months just under 7 month's they found out it was Edward when a neighbor said they saw Edward come home covered in blood they tested the bloody clothes and sure enough it was your blood he got 10 years for beating you and trying to kill you," he said
"That's good I never want to see him again but carlisle what about my baby what happened" I said I was sobbing now.
(okay i have had this this chapter edited i hope you like it now that's been fixed up and a huge thanks to one of my beta's bowandarrow111 who edited this chapter for me)
okay i know its a cliffhanger but i just couldn't figure out if the baby is a live or not so if you have any ideas please tell me would really love to know what you think of my first fanfiction ^-^
thanks for reading
RIH ^_^