Kris: Well, here's my new story! It's different then my other ones. Seeing as this one has a plot. And I thought I would try my hand at something darker.
Note: that I am in no way an expert on any sort of metal problems. So bare with me and if you see something that doesn't fit. Tell me and I will fix it.
Summary: They say I'm sick, that something's wrong with me. He never thought that, he calls me perfect, he watches over me. He keeps me safe, from the people who call me sick.
Disclaimer: I do not own Beyblade.
Warnings: OOC, and will add more when they come up.
'Thinking and flashback.'
"Talking"
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Voices, cold emotionless voices. I can hear them whisper in my ears. They only talk to me, they don't like anyone else. They say I'm different, 'special' is what they call me.
She thought I was special too, said I was one in a million. Always saying nice things to me. I think what I miss most about her, is that she made the voices go away. But then she went away too. And then the voices came back, angry that she made them leave.
Whenever I think of her, they scream really loud in my head, they don't like me thinking about her.
I hold on to the green bracelet that she gave me, it's the only thing I have left of her.
"Kai" A voice calls.
I open my eyes to see one of the men that haunts me. He's tall, has forest green hair, and empty violet eyes. He is one of the voices that follow me. He calls himself Vanya.
"Kai" He calls again. I will not answer him, people tell me not to talk to them, to pretend their not here.
"Kai!" he yells. It's strange, he never yells, he must be very angry with me.
"Kai, I am in no mood for games. Answer me." His empty eyes stare at me. Lips pressed into a thin line.
"Yes?" I answer. Unsure what he'll say.
Vanya sighs and walks over to where I sit on the floor of my room. "Why do you do this to yourself? Why do you think about her?" He's voice dripping with fake sympathy that only I can tell. "She left you. All alone, no one to care for you. Why do you still care about her?" Empty eyes staring at me.
"She didn't want to leave me. She had to." I whisper, though I know he will not believe me. He never does.
He laughs, the hollow uncaring laugh that chills you to the bone. "If she cared about you Kai. She wouldn't have left. She had a choice. And she still chose to leave you."
"No, she would have stayed. If she could have." Turning my head from his stare. "Please" My voice breaking. "Please, just leave." I beg. Closing my eyes I cross myself and start to pray.
I hear him sigh, his hand moves to my shoulder, gripping me lightly. His voice a cold whisper. "Kai, what have I told you about fear?" The grip getting tighter.
I know the answer, but my voice fails me. I hear a growl. "Kai, Do not try me." He jerks me up from where I sit of the floor. He moves his hand to the back of my neck. Running fingers through my hair, Messing up my already messy hair. The Soft and caring touches mean nothing from him.
Tears run freely down my face. Some gasps escape from my mouth as the hand grabs my hair. Pulling it hard. I look at his face through the tears. An unmoving an uncaring face of stone. I know what's coming next. "Kai, only through pain will you become strong." He says as he lovingly kisses my forehead.
It's always the same speech from him. 'To become strong.' He speaks again. This time softer. "You hurt because you are weak. I've come to make you stronger."
I try to stop the tears, I know if I continue to cry I'll only get punished. His face softens, a small smile on his lips. I feel his grip go slack. Hands moving to wipe away the tears. "I will make to strong. I will make you perfect. The perfect boy you are supposed to be." He kisses my forehead again.
He moves to stand by the window. The moonlight giving him an angelic out-line. Making him look almost peaceful, but I know better. Even if the moon is fooled by the calmness on his face, I won't be.
I hear foot steps coming to the room. I scramble to fix my self. If she saw me like this I would never hear the end of it. I try and smooth my hair down, and wipe the rest of the tears off of my face.
"Kai?" a new voice makes its self known. My cousin: Hilary. "Kai? I heard some noises? Is everything okay?"
I turn to find the smile on Vanya's smile has fallen. He never liked her, called her weak.
I hear her try and open the door she can not get in. Vanya always locks it when he comes to visit me. I watch as he growls in annoyance his eyes filled with hate. Hissing through his teeth.
"Make her leave." I don't want her to leave, but I have to make her.
"Hilary, I'm okay, please go back to bed." I flinch at how pitiful I sound. I know I'll get scolded for that later.
I hear Hilary sigh. "Kai, are you sure? 'Cause you sound awful." I flinch again as Vanya hisses.
He whispers out harshly. "Make her leave now!"
Hearing another pair of footsteps coming closer. I cringe. Vanya's voice cutting through me like a razor. An angry whisper rips out of his throat. "Must that stupid little girl wake the whole house!?"
"Hils? What's going on?" My father's voice coming through the cracks in the walls.
"I don't know Uncle. Kai won't let me in." Vanya's grabs my wrist, and hisses in my ear. "Make them leave. NOW!"
"Dad." My voice breaking. "I'm okay, just tired. I didn't mean to make you worry. I'm having a little trouble getting to sleep."
I can see my father's face clearly in my mind. He doesn't believe me. Though I know he will leave me be.
"If you say so. Come on, Hilary go back to bed. It's late." I can hear the foot steps of both family members leaving.
I let go of the breath I didn't know I was holding. And feel the hand leave my wrists. I look back at Vanya. His eyes are closed. Breathing slowly. I can feel his anger. I move away, getting as much space between us as I can. I close my eyes and count. A habit I picked up from years back.
As I count. I hear the window open. I squeeze my eyes tighter and continue counting.
After what seemed like hours. I open my eyes. Vanya's gone. The open window letting in a cool fall breeze. I sigh for what seemed like the hundredth time that night. Walking over to my bed I collapse. The tonight's events really wore me out. I feel my eye lids become heavy. Relief flooding my body as sleep over takes me.
Laughter filled the room. The TV'sat an ungodly volume. But they didn't care. Beads scattered all over the floor. Making it hard to walk without falling down.
"Kai, why are you so pissed?" Julia walked over to her moody boyfriend and punching him in the arm. "Stop being Emo!"
"I'm not Emo. Just annoyed! How could Hilary tell dad that I failed my math test! God she's such a brat some times." Rubbing his now red arm.
Moaning, she said. "Kai, you get to take a make up test. So what's the big deal.?" Flipping her hair out of her eyes.
"The big deal is that I had to get straight A's in order to get a car. That dreams long gone now." Rolling over his on side, his back facing Julia.
Grabbing her rather annoying boyfriend. Julia pulled him to his feet. " I have some thing that'll make you feel better." Dragging him over to the desk. Julia pulled out a light green beaded bracelet. Slipping it onto his wrist. "I made it while we where in Russia. So it's Special. Take care of it for me. Or I'll have to kill you." A smile. on her face, then she kissed him quickly on the lips, and walked out of the room.
Gripping the bracelet. Kai felt his eyes start to water. Why did he have to think about her now!? She always made him cry. Burying his face into the pillow. Kai cried. He didn't care if Vanya came back to punish him. Or if Hilary bugged him again. All he wanted was a dreamless sleep. Without the cold whispers.
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Kris: Woo! Got it down! And please tell me if I should keep writing it. Or make it a one-shot? Also, Feedback is nice! So, please, be nice and tell me what you thought.