i dont deserve this crest.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Digimon, or Tai, or even Sora for that matter. If I did, I'd be filthy rich. But no. I'm just a gal who has too much time on her hands. Therefore don't sue me. You'll make me even poorer than I already am. Kekekeke XD

NOTE: this takes place at the scene in the Christmas Special where Sora's about to give Matt her cookies (hahaha sorry) .. or something. Seeing as how I've never seen the dubbed version of this ep, and have only seen a japanese clip of the scene, I really have no idea what they really said, but I just made it up for the story's sake. So don't flame, coz trust me, I know those lines are wrong. sheesh. PS. Don't like taiora? Don't read it. Like sorato? Read something else, and don't flame me...! or I'll stalk you with a brick! XD ....now, to the story I say..!



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.I Don't Deserve This Crest.


Why didn't I do anything..? Why did I just let myself let her walk out of my heart, my life, my soul... "Go for it, Sora." I said, as I pushed her towards that godforsaken door. "Have courage..!" I said to her, knowing those were the same words I was screaming to myself... My crest... Courage. Courage so I wouldn't just break down and cry in front of her. Courage so I could keep up this fake best friend act towards her... courage... so I could have enough strength to not let her notice that my heart was literally ripping into oblivion before her very eyes. Yet, I was too afraid to tell her how much I needed her, how much she meant to me... I was afraid. I had no courage. I don't deserve this crest.

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Why didn't I do anything..? Why did I just let myself be pushed away from his heart..? My crest is useless to me. What do I know about love...? I know for a fact that I'm a victim of it. That I'm taking advantage of what it really represents. That I can't see the truth behind my own feelings. Who do I love...? It used to be just Tai. I had no doubt that he was the one who I'd give life and limb for. But then what happens...? I fall for the very worst person I could ever fall for. His best friend. Why? I honestly don't know why. Telling Tai how I really felt about him could have tainted our perfect friendship...I was afraid... and so I pushed aside my feelings for him. And yet, now, I realize that he'd done the same. It's too late now. I lost my sense of love. I lost my only love. I don't deserve this crest.

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yup. kind of angsty wasn't it? yes... i am a strong taiora shipper, so sue me. thing is, taiora's only good when sorato's official. sucker for one-sided / unrequited / love triangles -> right here. -_-;