Something Unexpected
Chapter 1.

After the fall of ZInyak, I had took over the role of leadership. I had traveled in time forwards and backwards, it was thrilling to say to least. I did not complain that much despite that Johnny had heed out the mongrels, Shaundi had created the Mona Lisa. Kinzie was over thrilled like the others, although she never told me what she had done.
I, however, truly felt empty on the inside. Everybody I truly cared about had died with me the day Earth was destroyed. My boyfriend, which I had not introduced to my friends, his death effected me heavily. Since then everything really went to hell for me, I didn't want to settle with this darkness anymore, although I tried to leave it behind.
There was this one day that truly made me feel incredible and alive, it made me realize that I had a better purpose in life. Even if I showed the world what I really am like on the inside, it would hinder me fully, show weakness to my enemies and more people could die.
Many days I spent in the stimulation, I destroyed so much things that I literally begged Kenzie to create my little paradise in the simulation where I could reside for a long time. Nobody bothered me much nor did they desire to, as they were too focused on their own drama.
Everybody called me Rayne, a persona to hide the real underneath this mess of awesomeness. I had a real name once, as to tell you the truth, I cannot ever repeat it to you as for the fear of my own shadows.
My childhood wasn't a walk in the park, my father was a drunken asshole, and my mother was a stripper that had dropped out of high-school when she was fifteen because of my father forgot to use condoms. But thanks to that, I exist today with a reason to live and not think back on my father...although I do dream about killing him.
I did need a vacation, so I sent the request to my navigators. Somewhere with pearly white sands, turquoise water and human breathable conditions.
The destination was not easy to find.

Kinzie tinkered on a new piece of technology that she had drew the blueprints with my scientists. All four of them looked concentrated on the wristband. "It's finished, check out this baby!" Kinzie chirped, holding up the wristband carefully.
I took the band in hand and placed it around my wrist, snapping it in place. "It has a time limit, if it hits zero you have to let it take a day to recharge"
I held my index finger up, "I understand.. wait, if it runs out and I'm in danger then what?"
She lets out a heavy sigh, explaining to me annoyed. "You would have to run away and wait until it charges!"
I knew I should of not asked that question, but I did want to know. "Alright, fuck... that would take a while then, soo I'm going back to my throne room" I marched out of the room, the cape I robbed Zinyak of flew around me wildly. To the most point, I think I should have my own anti-gravity coat designed with the technology it would be remarkable.
I left for the throne room , scanning with disinterest as to nobody remained in their other than my subordinates. I retreat for my bedroom quickly, unable to hold a smile. My room was beautiful as the technology can muster for me, I had to go full out with real cherry wood, mahogany and a star deck. I had mastered the room to me tastes, and it's not just Saint worthy. I played a song on the stereo, one I adore favorably. "It's Over" - Nemesea
I laugh dryly at the thought of my heart is beating for the man, whom is younger than me by five years. His Gothic features made me curious with his intelligence, as to why did Matt have a interest in me.
I hit the wall hardly, breaking the bones in my fist and the skin tearing open. "I shouldn't have fell in love with you, laid with you or kiss you... I...I am fucking pissed!" Another punch in the wall, causing my knuckles to peek out from the ripped skin.
I cracked open a bottle after calling for a medic to my room, the Smirnoff reek of peppermint. The nostalgic memories of his kiss burning in my brain. As the medic readjusted my knuckles by fusing them back together and regrowing my skin. Only one thing it couldn't fix was the pain in my heart.
I hated how Matt drove me to this pathetic tribulation. It made me so crazy that it felt like navigating through a rive of corpses. As to that I apologize for disturbing the faint of hearts.
"It's always a nightmare, it's never a dream
The promise we made to kill the days between
They live in the heartbeat and sleep till the light is gone

It's been so long
feels like pins and needles in my heart
So long
I can feel it tearing me apart

It's never a whisper, it's always a scream
The promise we made to kill the time between
They live in the heartbeat and sleep till the light is gone

It's been so long
Feels like pins and needles in my heart
so long
I can feel it tearing me apart"- Pins and Needles, The Birthday Massacre

I dipped my fingertips in a small bowl to my right, I painted a small black ink bird on the wall. "Maybe I did fuck up, always doing stupid things and here I am wailing in defeat because he loves another!"
I dropped to my knees unable to stop the tears that fell, everything around me felt as if its caving in. I stood up slowly after I let out everything I felt, I stood up taking another swig from the bottle and cleaned myself up. My only other option was to head back to the simulation.
Kinzie interrupts me from entering the pod, I turn to him with hazy eyes. "What is it, Kinz?" She rolled her eyes taking my bottle away, "I need to talk to you, privately"

We took a seat silently before she whispered lowly, "What's been going on with you, you've been acting so distant and it's concerning!"
I shut my eyes attempting to block out her pep talk, as to she's trying to do a heart to heart conversation. I couldn't handle it as much as I thought. I knew I was suffering from regret, failure, depression.
"I...check the room next to mine, the code...remember what I told you before" I whispered in her ear weakly before heading over to the simulation. I spent the rest of my day inside it, unleashing the heartache I felt.

Kinzie was glad to have Oleg back when she found out that her dear friend had her crush in the stasis pod in her private office. Rayne was feeling all types of emotions, especially sorrow that's been bugging her lately.
As for concern, Kinzie decided upon herself that she will find out what is the thorn in her heart and ease it. Without a response from Ranye, she knew it must be boy troubles, she hacked in Rayne's private journals on her computer.
"She..oh my god, I am sorry" Kinzie covered her mouth in horror as she read about her past and multiple files in her document folder. Despite the four password lock she could break in it without much hassle.
As the hours passed she stormed to Matt's room and kicked the door open, surprised to see it unlocked. "Matt!" He was nowhere to be found, she grimaced darkly. She knew that this boy is hiding like a puss, as if he had Kinzie sensors.
She searched every room on that floor, nothing came up by the scanners for his location. She never expressed a word, only her angered eyes told everything that went on like a war.
On another floor thought, she did pick up his biological coding, from the scans he was closer to her than knew at first. He was in the lounge with his game pad in hand, earplugs in his ears. He stood up as soon as she marched towards him dangerously. His heart pounded in his chest, he doesn't understand what's going on.
"Matt!"
"What is it Kinzie?" He retorted sharply, his courage is higher than he thought he had. She narrowed her eyes at him and knocked him back with a fist. "You impeccable little tart, you need to grow up, stop acting like an impetus fool and talk to her!"

"...What?"