SoulMate
Summary: I've set myself up to fail
Pairing: J/S
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'"When you love yourself, you forgive your own imperfections."
- Marilyn vos Savant
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POV Samantha's
I wonder if there are such things as happy endings? Does everyone find there soulmate one way or
another? Do you truly ever know is their the one? The one you are going to spend the rest of your life with.
But how do you know? How do you know when you have found that right person? Is there just one person
out there that you are meant to spend the rest of your life with, and if so... what happens if they have found
someone else first? Is there just one person that you just can't stop loving. Is there such a thing as
unconditional love?
I have found that one person for me, that one person that I love without limit. He can send me to my
knee's with just a look. When I catch his eye I know that I am gone. I've found him. But he has a family, a
wife. I need to try to move on and become happy with my life.
But I always bring it back to him don't I. No matter what the topic of discussion is, it always leads back to
him. Why out of every person in this city, in this world did I have to fall for the one man that I am not
allowed to have? Why did I have to fall in love with the one guy who can read me like an open book?
I have set myself up to fail, to fall. I have opened myself up for this pain and suffering. I have this
weakness for him, and I hate being weak.