The love that's killing me

Note: My first ever fan fiction and I'm not sure if it's very good I will add more chapters soon. (It gets better further on)

Country names and human names used

Italy's pov

It was a Saturday Morning I sleepily stretched my arms and yawned I noticed the German man Lying beside me he hadn't noticed that I had woken up and looked like he was in his own little world reading a book. A smile creped across my face as I studied him he was so handsome and muscular I have always wanted to be held by his muscley arms and be engulfed by his warmth but every time I hugged him it would only be for a short time that's why I love moments like this where I can just be near him and feel close to him. He noticed I was staring at him intently "What's wrong Italy?" Germany asked

"Nothing i'm totally fine I was just watching you read you look like your enjoying that book" I smiled

"It's really good, a acquaintance gave it to me to read I have to give it back today so I need to hurry up and finish."

I knew that was my queue to stop talking and to leave him to get on with his book. I was just happy to lay there beside him. It was a bit weird usually he would of screamed at me to move but today Germany seemed to be cheerier.

Awhile later Germany closed his book and stared at his clock.

"Shit, I better start getting ready or I will be late!" Germany said looking flustered.
"Where are you going Germany, Can I come too?"

"Sorry Italy but today you can't come you see I'm kinda going on a date" Germany blushed

I felt like my heart was getting stabbed over and over again I was trying my hardest not to cry I felt tears wanting to escape my eyes in a flood of emotion but I had to hold it in if Germany saw he would find me weird and my secret would be blown.

"Italy?" Germany said looking down at me.

I realised I had my head down and didn't look like my usual self. If any of my other friends announced that they were going on a date I usually gave them a big hug and questioned them on the person's appearance and if they had a cute friend.

"Sorry Germany I guess I'm just sad that I can't spend the day with you like I hoped."

"No Italy It's my fault I should have told you sooner I promise we can spend tomorrow together"

"Yay tomorrow with Germany" I beamed

Germany then hurried off to get changed and I still sat on the bed. I thought that this might be a good thing if Germany got a girlfriend then I could have time to get over him and move on and maybe find a girlfriend for myself.

I decide to spend the day with Japan since if I stayed at home then I would probably end up crying or doing something stupid.

I reached for the door handle to enter Japan's house but before I had the chance Japan flung the door open.

"Italy you have heard have you?"