Hello peoples, it's me Mirea! Since I finished one of my stories I decided that I should write another one, and a Junjou Romantica story at that. Enjoy and here is the disclaimer: I DON'T OWN JUNJOU ROMANTICA!
Chapter 1
Misaki's POV:
Blood. It was everywhere. Even on my hands and on my knife. Oh yeah the knife, this is the knife I used to kill them. By them I meant my family. "Why? "You ask. Because of one horrible reason that society won't accept. I AM GAY! It all started back when I met a gray haired man with lavender eyes. It could have been even farther than that. But that was when I met my first man and fell in love. "When and how did you get to killing your family?" You ask. Well it all started one day. One horrible day that will change my life forever.
"Misaki I am going to go see Takahiro today, do you want to come?" Usagi-san said while reading the morning papers on the couch. I was washing the dishes. "Um, sure!" I said, not really excited but willing to anywhere with Usagi-san. "Why are we going again?" I ask. "Well Manami asked if we wanted to go have some lunch over there and this would be a great time for you to take a break from cooking!" "Are you just trying to get away from my enormous buffet that I make every day for you… you do know that I make a buffet of food because you need your energy to think when you are writing those books."
Usagi-san laughed and put down the paper he was reading. He got off the couch and put his arms around me, giving me a big hug. "I thought you said that you don't like it when I write those books." Usagi-san said tiredly. It seems that he pulled an all-nighter finishing up one of his books last night. I slightly blushed. "Baka it's not for you, it's for Aikawa-san, and you know how she hates when you don't turn in her manuscript on time!" I could feel Usagi-san's breath on my neck. I felt shivers run through my entire body. I swear sometimes I think that Usagi-san doesn't know the meaning of personal space. "Misaki you know that you make it for me, you don't have to hide it!" He whispered.
God if he doesn't move away now, I don't know what I will do. "I am not hiding it; now move so I can finish up washing these dishes." I try to push him away but he grabs my arm and slings me on the couch. He got on top of me. "Usagi-san, what are you doi-…" He kissed me. Yes he kissed me with a smell of smoke, the type of smell that consumes my senses. He stopped kissing me. "I need to get my fill of Misaki today before we go over to Takahiro's place" He whispered.
"Huh, you need another cup of coffee because you are still sleepy, now get off… Ahh" I tried to find a good reason to stop him before this happened. I failed. "S-stop it, where do you think you are touching!" "You have such cute, bashful reactions Misaki…" I try to struggle but his cool, not cold, but cool hands made me shiver and want more. And of course I responded it whatever way my body wanted to and not my brain. "Get off of me Hentai!" I yell and try to push him off. He just pinned me down of the couch. He didn't let go unless he had his "fill of Misaki" as he called it. "What is he to you?" you ask. Well he is unfortunately my lover. Yes my lover.
It was lunchtime. Usagi-san and I were getting out clothes on and getting ready to head out the door. "Hey don't forget the leftover cookies that you said you were going to bring with you." Usagi yelled out to me. "Hai!" I went to go get the cookies that I put in a huge bag. "Let's go or the food will be gone!" I got my shoes on and headed out the door with Usagi-san behind me.
We stopped by the store to get some lettuce because we ran out. We didn't stay there long. After we got out of there, I noticed that there were some stares and whispers about us. I heard a couple with a baby saying the words, "How awful, what has society turned into today to have some gay people around here…! That was when my insides snapped. I could have walked over to them and gave them a good punch in the head but the stares around us were piercing. Even if they were just eyes, they felt like daggers upon my skin. I grabbed Usagi-san and dragged him out of there, feeling that if I stayed any longer, I would have suffocated in that hateful atmosphere.
We arrived at Nii-chan's place. Usagi-san rang the bell and not too long afterwards the door opened. Manami-chan stepped out. "Oh Misaki-kun and…" Why is it that she always forgot about Usagi-san's name? "Usag… I mean Usami Akihiko." I introduced his name, again after so many times. "Oh welcome, come on it!" She didn't even say hi to him. For some reason ever since Nii-chan's marriage, she never really liked Usagi-san. I don't even know why she invited us to have lunch today. I stepped inside with Usagi-san and we found our way to the living room. Takahiro sat on the couch reading a book. He saw us and put his book down. "Ah Misaki, been so long since I seen you, you too Usagi!" What the hell, you just saw us two weeks ago. "Yeah uh… so how are you?" "Oh I am doing fine, did I ever tell that Manami is pregnant?" Here we go again, he told us this last time he saw us. "Um, Nii-chan you told us that last time." "Oh sorry, I am just so excited!" I sighed while Usagi-san just sat there and smiled.
We talked for a while until Manami-chan brought some food. "Here you go everyone, enjoy!" She brought in some pork rolls and some lettuce. We just sat there and talked and ate. Everybody had a good time until the bomb question hit. "Say Misaki, how long are you going to be living with Usagi?" Just great, if he didn't ask this question this whole get together would have run smoothly. "Um… uh… I don't have anywhere else to go, and I don't want to be a burden on you guys." What else could I say, the only reason I am really staying with Usagi-san is that I love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him. I already told him I loved Usagi-san and he didn't believe it. "Well we bought a new house for you to live in; all you have to do is find yourself a nice girlfriend."
Ugh, how many times must he tell me this, no matter what he talks to me about it always has to have the word "girlfriend" in it. "Well… uh… I really don't need the house… I mean… if I stay with Usagi-san then I won't be needing the house… after all I love him." Nii-chan put down his roll and stood up. "This again, you know that he is just a friend to you and me, don't mix them up with love." He still doesn't get it. I stood up and slammed my hands on the table. "Why can't you understand that I love him as a man, as a lover, like you and Manami-chan?" I felt my madness boiling in me. "Don't you dare put Manami in this!" He yelled at me. Well of course he did, after all he doesn't understand love between two guys. "I am not putting her in this, I am telling you that I love Usagi-san and I want to stay with him forever!" That was it; I knew he couldn't take it anymore.
"Dear, just calm down, Misaki-kun is just a little child still, he doesn't understand love yet." Even if Manami-chan tried to calm him down, I knew he just wouldn't calm down with just one sentence from his own wife. Nii-chan grabbed my hand and dragged me into the kitchen. Once we reached to kitchen he slammed me into the wall. "I know that you don't love him, stop trying to convince me that you do, you just are scared of girls!" Of course he would use that. It was kinda true, I was scared of girls, they made me feel all antsy. There was this one girl I tried to confess to but she turned me down and said that I am nothing like a man and I kinda look like a girl. She was one of those picky types. I was only confessing for Nii-chan because he said that she was the best girl in the school. God that was the worst nightmare come to life!
"That has nothing to do with him, Usagi-san and girls are way different, my heart doesn't beat around girls, it only beats around him!" *Slap* He slapped me on the face real hard. That was it, I had enough of it! I was really mad now that I can't even think straight. The only thought in my mind was "I love Usagi-san!" I wanted to kill him so bad. Why can't he understand? We stood there fighting for hours. I bumped into a knife on the table. I picked it up and swung it. *Slash* Blood was oozing out of Nii-chan's arm. He screamed. Manami-chan came running in. She was screaming at me and looking at Nii-chan. I didn't care what she said until I heard one the word I hated. "Get away from him you gay faggot, I tried to be nice to you because you were his brother but now… I hate you, GET OUT! That was it. I stabbed her. That's right, I stabbed my sister-in-law. Nii-chan looked in horror as she fell down on top of him. "MANAMI!" He yelled out to her but he knew she was long gone. He ran to the phone and dialed 911. I couldn't risk going to jail and being away from Usagi-san. I stabbed him. He dropped the phone and fell to the ground.
I turned and saw Usagi-san in the door way. He just stood there wide-eyed. "Usagi-san." I croaked out. He didn't respond. He just went over to me and kissed me. I thought he was going to grab the knife and kill me but… but he kissed me instead. He broke the kiss. "Snap out of it Misaki!" My hatred slowly went away. I looked at the bloody scene before me. I covered my eyes. "What have I done?" We heard some sirens out the front. Usagi-san couldn't stand it any longer. He grabbed me and we ran out the back door, out into the wilderness. That was the start of a new beginning in my life. We became fugitives.
And done! I cannot believe I turned Misaki into a bad guy. I can't even believe I turned him into a murderer. I hope you enjoyed it and please review!