*DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN DEGRASSI BUT I OWN THE PLOT AND MUNRO BECAUSE THE CHARACTERS ARE OOC.

It's 12:30 A.m. and I walk to the other room sleepily when I hear Screaming coming from that direction.

"Shh Mommy's coming Munro."

I flicked on the light and go to pick up the crying 1 month old.I bounce him as I walk to the kitchen to fix him a bottle.

"Sometimes I wish your daddy was still here."

I sigh heavily as I check the warming bottle the baby cries and looks up at me.

"It's almost done sweetheart."

I say as I put the bottle back in the warmer.

"I'm Clare Edwards and this is now my life. I had a great boyfriend Eli Goldsworthy he gave me my wonderful son. He never got to meet him see Eli was murdered a week before Munro Elijah Goldsworthy was born."

I smile at the memory of when I told Eli I was pregnant.

Flashback

"Elijah I have something I have to tell you." Clare Smiles as she looks at him.

"What is it Clare?" He smirked.

I Sigh before speaking. "How would you feel about being a dad?" I Bite my lower lip as I wait for his response.

He looks at me confused. "A-A dad?"

"Yes Eli a dad I'm pregnant." I look at him.

"Wow Clare!" He smiles.

"So I take it you would be ok with being a daddy?" I smile widely.

He moves closer to me and takes my hand. "We're in this together. I love you and I will love our Child." Eli smiles and kisses me lightly on my lips.

The warmer goes off.

"Shit!"

I Grab the bottle out of it and shake it knowing it's too hot for the baby I place it in the freezer.

"I was caaught up in memories again Mun mommy's sorry."

I Yawned and the baby cooed. I Checked on the bottle in the freezer.

"Ok let's go eat baby boy."

I smile at my wonderful son who has his father's eyes. As I feed Munro I see Eli in him a lot. He has his father's actions I smile through the pain.I check on how many ounces he has taken out of the four ounce bottle.

"Time for a burp baby boy."

I put him on my shoulder and lightly pat his back. He burps loudly and I laugh. "Just like your daddy." I lay him back down in my arms and continue to feed him.

Flashback

"How are you feeling my love?" Eli asks as he puts his hand my growing belly.

"okay a little nauseous." I smile lightly.

"Do you want some crackers or anything? He looks at me with soft tending eyes.

I nod."Crackers would be lovely thank you."

He smiles."Sure thing you sit here and I'll be right back."

I smile and walks to the kitchen to get the crackers.I rub my stomach and smile as I see him coming back to the living room.

"Here you go blue eyes." He smiles as he hands me the pack of crackers.

I check the bottle. I lay the baby on my shoulder and pat his back lightly until he gives me another loud burp. "Munro I hope your daddy is proud of the marks he left on you."

I rock in the chair to get the baby back to sleep seeing as I have school in a few hours. I sigh and yawn at the same time. When I know Munro is fast asleep I slowly get up and walk back to put him in his crib in the nursery. I gently lay him down and kiss him before I go back to my bed. I fall asleep finally a little after 2 A.M. I dream of Eli as usual.

"E-Eli" I moan in my sleep and my mother comes in my room to comfort me. She gently puts her arms around me. I sit up and flutter my eyes.

"Mom? I was doing it again wasn't I?" I look up at her and sigh heavily.

"Yes sweetie it's ok. How is my little man doing?" She asked while still holding me.

"He is fine he just went back down. I just wish he was going to know who is dad is -I sigh and correct myself- Was."

A/N: SHOULD I CONTINUE? 6+ REVIEWS AND I'LL ADD MORE TO THIS CHAPTER.

EDIT A/N: I JUST WANTED THIS TO BE LONGER.