Thanks for the Memories
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While I skimmed through the pages of the book I drowned myself in sorrow, for myself and for Bella. Each and every page was filled with writings and pictures of memories of my relationship with her. How beautiful Bella was. I could never describe it. Her chocolate eyes deep and never-ending called out for me and ugghh I couldn't think about her any more. I longed to go find her, to just hear her call out my name in her sleep just once more. But I couldn't. I promised her I would never find her I promised her that I would leave her alone and make it seen like we "us" never happened. I would never forget the faces of Alice and Esme when I told them we had to leave. Alice's vision along with Jasper had made my decision to go. I had seen Bella lying on our couch screaming in pain. I made out the two red dots on her neck and shuddered. Esme's usual calm welcoming face was registered with shock and confusion. Alice however asked calmly "can I say goodbye." I shook my head no. She nodded and whirled around to leave me sitting there pinching the bridge of my nose. Why Esme asked why? I shook my head in disbelief, the usual good temper I had disappeared. "Why, because I will not Damn Bella to an eternity of night," I shouted. She quietly left the room with a shocked expression on her face and left me in my own thoughts. I searched everyone's head.
"I knew that human girl wasn't good enough for him,"
"I'm sorry Edward I really am.'
"You will come back to her one day. You will."
"Are you sure you want to do this."
"YOU'RE MAKING A BIG MISTAKE!'
"I respect your actions," said Carlisle, the only voice I wanted to hear. We'll leave tomorrow.
Now there was no turning back. I was in some basement somewhere in Colorado. I ran away form everyone. I couldn't face them. My misery had my family blocked out and before I knew it I had started packing once again. I flipped through a few more pages of the scrapbook Alice had put together for me before I left Alaska. I winced when I saw a picture of Bella in her cast after James attack. She looked so broken so bruised, but that smile, that smile was real. I missed that smile so much. I almost dropped the book when I turned the page and with my vampire reflexes that's pretty hard to do. It was the day at the meadow. I had my arm wrapped around her. And we were lying on the grass staring at the sky. We looked so peaceful. I didn't look like a vampire like I usually did in my photos. I looked slightly disturbed a humanized expression I might say. Bella though looked curious her mouth was opened as if she was about to ask a question and her eyes were filled with wonder and amazement. I clearly remember that day. She wasn't afraid of me. Instead of being afraid she was attracted to me with curiosity. I frowned at the words I then read at the bottom of the page written in Alice's big bold curly letters. Edward has finally gotten the nerve to get closer to Bella. Only me and Jasper know what will truly happen later. ( Kissy Kissy ) Of course Alice would have to have the nerve to hide this piece of information from me. I never knew we were going to kiss. All I knew was that we were going to talk. Damn that little pixie. I wondered what Bella was doing right this moment. Was she as miserable as me? Would she ever truly forget me? I wanted the best for her and sent her money as a fake scholarship. I knew that she would figure out it was from me, but maybe just maybe she would take it. Though I doubt she would. If she was as stubborn as she was before she probably would have burned the money or threw it into our old house's window. I laughed a dry laugh realizing she had probably been to the hospital a million times already.
She probably had many guys asking her out by now. She never thought she was beautiful, but she was absolutely stunning. I still remember the first day of school when I saw her. I admit didn't think much of her. I was blurred with anger and curiosity about the fact that I couldn't read her mind and her sweet blood almost had me kill her that day. Then I almost endangered my family by saving her from that vile Tyler van. I was forced to ignore her. I didn't know what I had developing for her. What was it? I had no experience with love before, aside from my family and I could not distinguish it from my whirlwind of feelings. But as the days went on Bella struck me as more stunning everyday. She surprised me with her actions and I found myself growing closer to her. I had my first dose of jealousy the day Mike, Tyler and Eric asked her out to the dance, but I found my self relieved with her annoyed rejections she had politely answered them with. Then I talked to her for the first time in months and I couldn't stop. The day in Port Angeles made me realize how vulnerable she was. I soon promised myself that I would never let anything or anyone hurt her. She became my life soon. Protecting Bella was like a full time job with no breaks, not that I minded. It all progressed from that. I was stuck to her. I couldn't leave even if I wanted to. She amazed me with everything about her. I Loved her. The first day it came to my mind I thought I was going crazy. I couldn't love her. She was too good for me. How could an angel living on earth be meant for me. I don't know how or why but she loved me too. These memories were overwhelming my head. If I could cry I would be sobbing by now. I turned to the last page of the scrap book. I gasped. I stared into the picture. My heart was breaking. Emmet, Rosalie, Alice, and Jasper were playing twister vampire style and Esme and Carlisle were watching them with joy. My head leaned back in a hearty laugh. But the most heartwarming part was the way Bella looked at me. You could tell there was love in her eyes. She looked at me in the way that could make my silent dead heart skip a beat. Underneath the picture was a word I didn't expect to be down there. FAMILY. I jumped up and ran for the door. I could only tell you one thing then. I was going to find my family and bring us all back together starting with Bella.