Hi, this is my first fanfiction here... I just had to post it. At the moment my favorite pairing is McNozzo! I'M not sure if I will continue it... Give me your opinion... Ah and sorry, if my English isn't perfect... I'm German and a gave my best, bur I don't have a beta-reader, yet, because it's my first story XD
And now: Have fun =)
Disclaimer: I don't own anything from NCIS and I don't get money for the story or anything! I just used the characters!
The End?
I sat at my desk at the bullpen. Our last case that we finished today was like a torture to me. Actually, the case was not really the torture. It was... and it still is a certain someone. This person is taller than me, has short brunette hair. Dates and sleeps with every girl he sees and is called Tony DiNozzo. The torture that he causes didn't start today. I think it was a few month ago...
Suddenly he talked so much more with Kate our beautiful, tough co-worker.
With the time I started to feel jealous. I just don't know why...
I have no problem with Kate. I can talk with her and everything is like normal, bur when she is together with Tony my heart starts to ache and I just can't get them out of my head.
What happened? The only thing that I know, why Tony isn't speaking as often with me than earlier is that he told me that he still can't forget that I didn't come to two meetings in the past and that I didn't contact him as much as before...
I was so shocked about the fact that he was still mad because of that, so I wrote him an email in which I apologized again to him and asked him how we should handle our friendship.
He hasn't answered yet. And I still don't know why I'm jealous if Tony and Kate are together.
And today was just horror. On our drive to the scene of crime he refused to sit near me. I was in the car first (in the back), bur he just sat in the front with Kate and so I was alone all the time. And again, the fact that I had to sit alone didn't bother me as much as the fact that he was rather sitting with Kate. (I used the time to read the profile of our target... Of course I always hated to sit alone, but what should I have done?)
When we arrived, all seemed normal again. We chatted a little before we entered the scene of crime where Gibbs was already waiting for us. It was really hard to ignore Tony and Kate. I even missed one of Gibbs commands.
While doing our work I suddenly lost the sight of those two. (Right now I think they might have wanted to be alone, but I learned that they weren't together in that time.)
I just finished my work alone.
Oh my god... I just want to know why I'm so jealous about it. I always thought jealousy was a "love-relationship" thing, not a "friend-relationship" thing. So what does it actually mean? Do I have a crush on my handsome co-worker? Oh please say no... I don't want to be gay...
And Tony is so straight, he might brake... He would never even consider a relationship with a man and even less with a computer geek like me...
Maybe I should try to avoid them... I mean, what chances do I have? Maybe I should just end it all... I'm not scared of death...
Please let me know what you think about it. Make suggestions or anything, to help me improve my writing skills =)