Cal
I loved him
But he betrayed me
I trusted him
He lied to me
I felt safe with him
He tried to kill me
I should have known
Why would he ever love me?
I feel stupid for trusting him
I was just a pawn in his plans
I was an assignment
I was assigned to him
He was told to make me fall in love with him
He was told to get me to join him
And I fell for it
I fell in love with him
I gave him all my heart and soul
I trusted him, believed in him
And all he was just playing a part
It will be a long time before I forget him
Forget the way he used me
Forget how he tried to hurt me
Forgot how he made me feel
He made me feel like a woman
Like I was wanted
I feel like such a fool for thinking that
For believing it
I thought my heart was safe with him
But he shattered it into a million pieces
I am suffering from a broken heart
But it runs much deeper than that
He made a game out of something sacred
And he never loved me
All he wanted was my power
He never wanted me
He never loved me for who I was
He was in love with my power
That's all he wanted
Well he can never have it
He will never have my power
I will not give in to him
I will not be pulled under again
He is out of my life forever
My heart will slowly heal
The scars will slowly disappear
The memories will slowly begin to fade
But that feeling of betrayal will never fade
It will burn within me for all eternity