Yes I started another story and still have too many to update and write sequels 4 but I will get 2 that soon enough

This is a Buffy's pregnant story but I wanna write a good one and I know it's been done before but mine will be way different

Buffy sat there in the silence, of her apartment holding her hand over the bump on her belly. She sat on the edge of her bed just thinking. Faith would be there soon.

Her mind went to the child that was growing inside of her, the child that would never get to meet It's father. That one thought hurt Buffy so much, because she felt that it was her fault, and it was her fault. In her mind certain events certain memories stuck out.

Flashback

Buffy and Angel are lying in bed. Angel's arms are wrapped around Buffy. Her head is lying on his chest. They're both whispering sweet words of love to the other.

"Angel," Buffy whispered.

"What is it Buffy," He murmured in her ear.

"You know, even after everything that's happened today, with the Judge and all, this is still the best day of my life." Angel just smiled at her. Buffy couldn't help it and smiled back.

"You know, I've never actually seen you smile, or look happy at all."

"You make me happy, Buffy. Having you here right now just laying in my arms makes me happy," Angel said sincerity in his voice.

They lay there peacefully until Buffy let out a soft yawn.

"You're sleepy," Angel stated bluntly.

"Yeah, but I don't want this night to end."

"Don't worry Buffy, we'll make more nights just like this."

"You promise?" She asked.

"I promise," Angel told her. They lay their silent once again until Buffy spoke.

"Angel?"

"Buffy?"

"I know that it's still a few weeks away, but."

"Buffy what is a few weeks away?"

"Valentine's Day. And you won't, dump me before then?"

"Why would I do that?" Angel asked with a hint of a smile.

"It's just guys usually dump me before Valentine's Day to find someone better."

"I promise you won't be alone for Valentine's Day." Buffy turned around in his arms and hugged him so tight. "I love you." Buffy calmed down and fell asleep in his arms.

End Flashback

Faith chose that moment to walk in.

"Hey B," Faith said as she walked in.

"Hey Faith," Buffy replied. Faith noticed the tone in Buffy's voice and knew that she'd been thinking about Angel again.

"Buffy, what's wrong? Were you thinking about Angel again?"

"Yeah, I was thinking about Angel again." Faith knew from experience that Angel was a rough topic of discussion that should not be discussed. Faith walked away without anymore questions.

Buffy continued to sit there thinking about Angel and the baby that was coming soon. Her family and friends struck her mind too. 'How was her mother doing? Were her friends okay?' All these questions hit her at once. Another question that she knew would never leave her mind and that question was, 'How was her Angel?'

She was reminded of all the things that had happened in the past 8 months. It all came back to her. Valentine's Day.

Flashback

Buffy's sitting alone in the park. Angel walks up to her and sits down at her side.

"What do you want?" Buffy asked him with anger in her voice.

"I wanted to take you out."

"Why?" Buffy mumbled.

"Because Buffy, I promised you, that you wouldn't be alone for Valentine's Day."

Buffy allowed him to lead her away. He took her to dinner and they talked and then he took her home. He hadn't tried to hurt her at all; he had just been nice to her.

End Flashback

Buffy had been so caught up in that short little memory to notice that Faith was standing there.

"Buffy you know that it won't help, just sitting there thinking about him, you'll only hurt yourself more."

"I just miss him so much," Buffy said tears about to fall.

"Buffy I know you miss him, but from what you told me, you did what you had to do," and with that Faith walked away saying something about making sandwiches for dinner.

Faith was right and Buffy knew it. She had done what had needed to be done and that was it, but Buffy still couldn't help thinking about him. As Buffy looked down at her belly another memory came to her.

Flashback

Buffy had just fallen over and was lying on her back. Angelus came out of nowhere. Upon seeing Buffy's body on the ground the part of him that was Angel came out. He was worried about her.

"Buffy?" Angel whispered.

"Angel?" Buffy asked with her half conscious mind.

"What's wrong?" Angel asked with genuine concern.

"If I admit that I'm sick will you tell people?" Angel had to smile at her.

"Buffy you're sick and I'll have to make sure you get better." Buffy was just lying there on the ground looking up at the man she was so very in love with. Then she spoke.

"Angel I have to tell you something," Buffy sounded urgent.

"What is it, Buffy?"

"You promise you won't tell anyone?"

"I promise."

"Don't forget. They can't know. No one can know. They can't ever find out."

"Find out what, Buffy?" Angel asked with concern.

"They can't know that I'm pregnant," she said bluntly, yet silently.

"What?" Angel was confused.

"Come here." He did as she said and bent down next to her. She grabbed his hand and placed it over her belly.

"You're gonna be a daddy." That was the last thing Buffy said before slipping into unconsciousness. Angel took no time at all in picking Buffy up and carrying her to the hospital.

End Flashback

Telling Angel that she was pregnant was one of the hardest things that she'd ever done. Angel had been happy about the fact that she was pregnant, that he was gonna be a daddy. This brought her to the worst memory ever.

Flashback

Angel had a sword at Buffy's throat and she was weaponless. The words he spoke were drowned out as Buffy didn't want to remember. Then she pushed the sword out of his hand and it skidded across the concrete floor. Buffy and Angel had resumed their fighting and then Angel fell as if gasping for breath, his eyes were glowing.

He grabbed onto Buffy as if he was going to die if he didn't, and when it all stopped he just stared at her. Then a smile graced his lips.

"Buffy?" He just said her name and it made her feel so weak.

"Angel?"

"God you're okay. How's the baby?" He was so glad to see her alive and he was curious about the baby.

Buffy just squeezed him in her vice like grip, feeling warmth in his cold arms.

"I'm fine and so is the baby."

"Thank god. I was worried." After looking around for a few moments he asked her something. "Where are we?"

"It's a really long story." Angel looked as though that was a good enough answer for him and soon had his hand resting on Buffy's belly. He looked down at her tiny little stomach and thought.

"You know, you don't look pregnant."

"I know," Buffy replied. Then she noticed that the portal to hell was opening. The only way to stop it was… NO, NO, NO!

End Flashback

Buffy sat there on her bed mumbling the word no again and again. She was trying to forget the rest of the memory. She didn't wanna forget, but now wasn't the time to remember, so she tried to think about something else. She looked down at her belly and thought about the fact that she was gonna have a baby. The fact that the child would never meet It's father went away. She was gonna be a mother. That was a happy thought and it made all the bad things go away, but she still knew it would all come back and haunt her only later.

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