When I was little, I didn't think about the world outside of my play pen. That didn't matter to me. The only thing I cared about was what toy I was going to play with next. If only life was like that now. If only I didn't have to worry about the important things. Like, what college I'm going to go to, and where I'm going to live when I'm on my own. If only life was a fairytale. Then maybe desicions wouldn't send me over the edge.
Ever since I was little, problems have seemed to find there way into my life. When I was five, I flushed my moms very expensive pair of diamond earings down the toilet. I never told her, and being that I was little, she didn't suspect me. So my sister was whipped for the crime. I still haven't let that secret out of these lips.
Oh, and when I was twelve, my job was to take care of the class pet. A bunny we all named Hip-Hop. I forgot to refill his bowl when we had two days off for a holiday, and when I went in early the day we got back, I found his little dead body. I got in major trouble for that one, though.
But some things you can't shrug off. Things like, when you "accidently" murder someone. Or if you "accidently" stole a pair of three hundred dollar sunglasses from a store. Those sorts of things are way to big to ignore. Something else you can't ignore?
When you fall in love.
You don't ask for it to happen, it just happens. Usually when you first meet the person, or in some rare cases, when you first see them. That's what happened to me, sadly. It was like every other day, going as planned. Wake up, get ready, go to work, all that jazz. I was smiling when I walked into my work building, and as soon as I saw him, that smile turned into a toothy grin.
"His name is Justin Bieber. Everyone thinks he's going to be the next big thing." One of my friends that works with me here at Island Def Jam records whispered in my ear, obviously reading my expression correctly. I smirked at the young looking boy about fifty feet away from me. Side swept light brown hair, eyes to die for, clothes to match his playful grin. He had the image of every other guy I had seen around the building.
I knew that getting involved with clients is strictly forbidden, so I tried to ignore the fact that all I wanted to do was go up to him and kiss his face off. I carried on my day the normal way, even though he seemed to be in every room I walked into. Oh, and how his eyes were locked on me the whole time. I couldn't give this kid the time of day.
But I soon learned, Justin Bieber is one of those things you can't shrug off.