Disclaimer: I do not, nor will I ever own Sonny With a Chance

I was listening to the song Secrets and I thought it'd make a great songfic, so I came up with this.

Hope you like it. Read on.


I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess

I headed into the studios going to another repetitive day of work. It's not something easy, considering I'm full of lies, secrets.
I didn't it want it to be like this. I wish my life was simple, the one all my fans think I have. Hiding behind all these stories, it isn't effortless. It's just another game that I want to end, come clean to everyone.

I sat down at my desk in my dressing room. I really needed to tell someone these secrets or I just might explode, but I know that perfect someone to tell. I got out a pen and paper and began to write.

Dear Sonny,

I know you're probably wondering why Chad Dylan Cooper of all people would write little old you a letter. Well I'm writing this letter because I have secrets to tell, if not to the world then to at least you. You are the one I can trust with what's enclosed in this letter. The one I know won't go and tell everyone after you read this. So read on, and get to know why CDC is the bad boy that he is.

Secret Numero Uno: I watch So Random!

What? The greatest actor of our generation and sworn enemy to the So Random! cast watches their show? Yes, this is indeed a true, but very sad secret of mine. Before you entered their cast I absolutely despised your show. Sure I'd seen it once or twice with my cast to make fun, but that's it. When I heard the news of you joining the cast I thought what's one more going to do? But then I watched the first episode you were in. You were utterly amazing. Ratings shot up and I hate to admit it, but So Random! is finally better then Makenzie Falls. To be honest I was one of those people that started watching after you joined. Dare I say it, now I have to say it, I dared myself to, I'm hooked to your little Chuckle City show.

Secret Number Two: I'm jealous of your cast.

I know I've said Chad Dylan Cooper never gets jealous, but that was another lie to cover up yet another secret. I'm jealous because you guys are a family. Sure my cast is like a family too, but that's excluding me. If I were to ever try to join my cast in a conversation they would either quickly disperse or stay and chat just because I have the power to fire them. Your cast though is with each other through thick and thin. Well, maybe not Tawni (yes, I do know her name), but the rest of your cast is always there for each other. I wish I had that in my life.

Secret Number Three: I was beaten.

Don't try to feel sorry for me. I hate it when people take pity on me, that's why this is a secret. The beatings all started when the younger Chad Dylan turned 6. I did something which I think is unforgivable on my birthday (I shall elaborate on this in the next secret). My didn't think so, but not so easily she forgave me. My dad didn't. Ever since that day I was six my life was terrible. Every day after acting my dad would unclothe me and punch, kick, and even scratch me in areas that could easily be covered up so no one would think anything was not normal in the Goldfarb household. My mom would just sit in the corner of the room crying, too scared to do anything about it.

One night my mom came into my room whispering me to pack some clothes and hurry. I did as she said and we moved towns, changed our lasts name, and began a whole new life.

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insinceres
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away


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