HELLO! whats up and welcome to my first and for now only story ever in Fan Fiction I hipe you like it Love it and continue reading I'll try to update once a week since i'm alredy on vacation :p I'm not North American so there might be some mistakes, if there is one please leave a comment on the review section and i'll check it out. Any recomendation from older readers AND publishers are totally welcome I hope to get better at this... I'm talking too much

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AN:Disclamer: I don't own Fairy Tail Hiro Mashima does

"Are you sure you'll be alright" she asked her blue cristal eyes looking at me, hands on her waist and a deep worried motherly look took over her entire posture, as usual her bangs were cleared out of her face and her shiny gray but lustrous hair stopping in her mid back swayed with the wind. This was the third time she had asked the same question in a span of only 5 minutes with my answer each time being yes I'm sure Mira with a carefree look but i knew I had to do better than that.

"Of course I'll be okay, you go on with your siblings I'll stay here to make sure you all have a home to return when its time" As I said this I put on the best smile, those who somehow blew people away, and looked right in the eye trying to clear away her doubts by showing the confidence that I knew was breaking by the minute.

"But what about you Luce you still have to pay rent with the guild gone how are you going to do that how are you gonna hold yourself up Lucy?" She looked worried... too worried, the frown marring her face didn't suit her not at all.

"I'll figure something Mira-San... I always do" A ghost of my confident and cheery smile played in my face, i lowerd my face memories of the fight... no that was no fight... that was a war a horrible grusome war wich left nothing but suffering behind, with everything we lost, and with everything we suffered that day... it could never be called a fight because those we could overcome together like the family we were but this war tore us apart, ripped us to sherds and left us to die... we were strong I would never doubt that and asexpected we were healing in our pace but the deepest wounds would always leave scars that would make us remember those hours were everything seemed to fall apart, when only a shred of hope was left, when we saw our deepest fears come true right before our eyes when our family was ripped from our side only to go away and never come back, We would never forget those days, those days of war between demons and mages.

Noticing my look she brought my head up slowly a finger underneath my shin forcing me to look at her and with i think should be called the warmest and passionate of her smiles she said "You could always come with us Luce, we wouldn't mind ya know you're like family to us, you are more than welcome and even though i know you want us to be happy... we want you to be happy too" the last five minutes also concisted in convincing me to go with her and her sibblings but i wouldn't budge I was determiend to do this for them... and for myself as well.

Wiith the saddest of smiles i couldn't contain i once again turned her down " You want me to be happy? then please let me stay here i HAVE no I NEED to make sure that my home and family are safe. Don't you understand that im not willing of letting my home be taken once again from me not when i can help it. Specially after all this..." I said, my voice bearly a whisper, but i knew she had heard everyword, her face said it all, I could see the gratefulness fill her eyes to the brim, and as tears rolled down her cheeks, she choked back a sob, and hugged me tightly as if, she were to let me go I would dissapear into thin air. I felt tears prick my eyes but i knew not one tear would fall since i alredy cried my eyes out in those sleep deprived nights as I was plagged by the nightmares.

"I'll miss you... so so much we'll all miss you" she whisperd in my ear she pulled back but kept her hands on my shoulders. Her eyes were getting a little red and she sniffling as if her life depended on it she started shaking her head and mutterd out " I dont want to say goodbye"

I smiled it was weak and a little bit screwed, but it was all i could muster at the moment, and as i gave her a bonebreaking hug i said " Dont say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting... Dont ever say goodbye because one day i dont know when or why we'll meet once again, we'll be whole once again" I pulled back and i saw a little smile

"Love you Imouto*" she said and with one last smile she ruffled my hair stepped in the teain and sat wtih Elfman and Lissanna wich were waving goodbye as the train whistled signaling departure. I smiled once again turned around raised my hand in the air and made the Fairy Tail sing as a last farewell.

"Love you too big sis" I thought and started walking through the streets of Magnolia to my home not knowing that soon i would break once again and maybe i wouldn't come back from it.

Okay... I'm not too sure about it... i mean it's short but its prologue I didn't want to give you all the sweet stuff so soon *.* but anyways tell me what you think about it any suggestions leave at the comments i have a lot planned for this story so dont worry i would just love to see if only one reply or two just to see if I have someone expecting new chapters it motivates me ya know ;)

Shana out :D