Bella swan had no idea I was alive, okay maybe I was exaggerating. She was my lab partner, said hi to me in the halls and when I ran into her at my house; where she was visiting my twin sister, and her best friend Alice .. But that was about it. Things needed to change, like yesterday.
These were the types of things I thought about when I worked out with Emmett and Jasper; my two best friends. Who were trying to get my attention at this very moment. They were great but sometimes I just need to be alone, in my own thoughts. Ah well back to reality I suppose.
I looked up to see Emmett ooh ooh ing like a monkey and scratching his head. Hmm do I want to know? No, no definitely not. When it came to Emmett the answer was always no.
I cleared my throat and he finally stopped and looked at me.
"Where ya been Eddie boo?" He yelled.
Great now everyone in the gym was staring at us. what a god awful nickname. I don't know where he came up with this rubbish.
"Right here Emmett. And it's Edward!" I growled back, giving him a death glare.
It didn't even faze him. He just grinned and said "so you gonna tell us what you were thinking about this time?"
HELL NO!
You see just because Emmett is my best friend doesn't mean he won't shoot me dead for thinking about Bella seeing as she is his baby sister. He could probably get away with killing me cause his dad is the chief of police here in forks. So that's a big fucking no.
Getting back to reality I shrugged off his question and turned to Jasper only to catch his knowing gaze. God that mother fucker somehow knew. It's like he could sense what I was thinking about, and now he was shaking with silent laughter. I'd kill him if Alice wouldn't strangle me for it.
I picked up my towel and headed out of there. I needed time to plan operation get Bella to notices me. Yep I was a big huge nerd.
Note to self: never tell anyone about this plan. Even if by some chance it does work..