Here's another Poem. Hope you like it. It's pretty much like Before I Fall Asleep Tonight, but in Stella's perspective. Please Read and Review. :)
Disclaimer: I do not own CSI: New York or any characters.
Fix My Mistakes
Have you ever tried to sleep
And wished that you could dream
About all of your mistakes
And fix them?
Just sitting on my bed
My head held in my hands
Wishing you were near me
One more time.
The city's not the same
Different people, different place
It doesn't feel like home
Don't think it ever will.
I look out my window
My expression looking back
Filled with pain and sadness
Just sigh and stare right back.
This isn't the place I want to be.
Maybe take a flight back to you
There's nothing else I can do
You're always on my mind
Don't know why I ever left.
Yes, I've done some good
I did all that I could
So why do I feel so bad?
There was a price to pay
Didn't even think about it that day
My mind so set on helping others
That I forgot to help you.
You've always needed me,
And I've always needed you
Didn't realize what you mean
Until it was too late.
Think about you every day
Those words I still hear you say
You said you wouldn't do this job without me
Now I know I let you down.
Never cared for someone as much as you
I'm sure we'll both pull through
Just needed time to figure out myself,
Figure out that I love you.
Can you forgive me, Mac?
God, I hope you can
Tomorrow I'll pack my bags
Tell the world I'm coming back.
Wrap my arms around you again
Tell you all the feelings I have
That I belong right there in your arms
And this time I won't let go.
Well? What did you think? Please Review. It is much appreciated. :D