I am Queen Nicole
July 16,1998
Dear Journal,
Hello, I am Nicole. Please Excuse me for being so ' uptight', I'm not use to talking to am imaginary person and/or thing. But you see I have alot on my mind and can't talk to anyone else, or they might die... or I might, I'll explain why.
As I was saying though, i am Nicole, or Nicky as my 'Friends' call me. I am 5'4" with brown hair and dark eyes. I look like a normal 20 year old girl, well, except for the wings. Yeah two nice sized wings. Nothing a treanch coat can't hide.
Well, let us state from the begining.About 153 years ago I was born. You know that saying " Born of Heaven, Breed of Hell" ? I was... I mean am... well I'm not sure how that goes. My mother was what humans call an 'Angel'. You know a 'heavenly' being. Yeah, well she was beautiful. But I guess every girl thinks that about their mother. They called her Naayotan.
My father was, what the mortals call a 'vampire', he was a demon. Trust me most the myths are no truth to them...most. He was know as Domanic.
Now , my mother met Domanic during the great war of heaven and Hell. My mother was wounded badly and Domanic, the king of the damned ( or vampires, to you, I guess), came in for the final blow, ( damn that sounds so drama) , I guess he fell in love. He hid her away for many, many years, and protected her. Then one day she producted a child, ( Hello!!!), me. Luck;y, I looked of Heaven.
My mother went back, longing for home, and took me before the High Council, ( you know them as 'God'). They said I could stay for now.
My father was outraged and kiddnapped me 'in the night'. Actually, you see, it was like 2 in the afternoon, well everyone was doing the eqivelent () of chours practice. Mind you I was like 10 Earth years by then but was still a newborn baby. Time is soooooooooooooo slow in the other relmes.
Well, back on track, my father took me, for a long time and hid me like he did for my mother. ( HEY WAKE UP!!!! I never said this was exciting... thats for later).
Over a spam of about 20, very boring Earth years, my father change me into a demon. well, as much of one as an 'angel' could become. I lost the feathers on my wings and they turn black, leathery, bat-like.
My mother finally found me and took me back. But the council cast me aside. No demon child could live in 'Heaven'. My mother refused to leave heaven for me, so I was alone.
I was given to my father, hoping for help. He took me before his Great Council ( 'the Devil'). Now, when your born of one of the most beautiful and heavenly singer of heaven and you have large angel wings, black and leathery, pink and fluffy, or any other wings of heavenly decent, the council doesn't look fondly apond you. And my father wouldn't leave Hell for me either. ( I know great perents, huh?!)
With nowhere to go, I was sent to earth, so 133 Earth years after my birth, the birth of an entaty of Heaven and Hell, I was adopted as a newborn infent. Thank... well someone...the councils' of Hell and Heaven thought my wing were a problem and hid them away for 15 earth years.
Well, I must be off Jurnal, but I'll write more later. Ruling the Earth is so hard...
Love,
Nicole