This is when lapblood just got out of the quick sand lapboods point of view
She wanted to sink in the quick sand and be left to die. One small stupid thing she did and her mate was dead, her pups that were still alive might die, and they might not Mack it to the cure to save the whole rat population. Ow her pups she thought about her two younger pups calling her name and her not being their. them feeling so much pain. That is a horrible death , my pups, she though. She wanted to die. then she heard ripreds voice "get up lapblood you've got to get this sand out of your fir before its too late "then she heard yelling and by the scruff of her neck was picked and ripred dragged her into the river he picked her up out of it and told her to clean herself but she had no plan to move. a few seconds later she felt her fir being rip out followed by more yelling. Someone went over and started to groomed her coat she noticed the smell it was Gregor . And she fell in to a night mare fuelled slumber. The images of mages death played over and over in her head. And she made her own hart backing image of her pup's asking and begging for her but she wasn't there, to dry their terse and to hold then while they died. lapblood wanted to die . She felt like running off a cliff or into something sharp. But then gregor turned her over and told her he was going to groom her belly. Then at that moment she remembered why she did not let herself die in the quick sand .her pups. That why she had hope, and she could not abandon them ether. And that's why lapblood is still alive today she had hope family and a long good life ahead of her