Thistleclaw's POV
Bluestar was the most beautiful apprentice.
I love her. But she doesn't love me and never would.
She had Thrushpelt padding after her and I saw her talking to Oakheart. So I settled for her sister Snowfur.
I often saw bits of Bluestar in her and I only liked those parts. I never loved Snowfur and I barley LIKED her.
When she died I pretended to grieve and only really did when I saw how much pain Bluestar was in. She always hated me and I always loved her.
I pretended that Whitestorm was our kit. I had to pretend to hate her but I never did. It broke my heart the way she pleaded for Oakheart that day by the river.
I loved her more than life itself and I would never have her.
During the dark forest battle I always kept an eye on her making sure she would be ok. I would have killed the warrior that killed her again. I was in enough pain when she died the first time. All because of my apprentice Tigerstar. I nearly killed him when I found out.
I'm glad she isn't here with me. I have loved her kits as if they were my own but from aside.
When they went to Riverclan I followed her and had my heart broken when Mosskit died.
Bluestar will never know how much I love her. I love her and she hates me.