Hi all!
Firstly; no, I have not stopped writing'' This is not what I Expected'', I'm waiting to get more Reviews but I still write it, you'll have two chapters next time, I think...
Secondly; I wanted to write a new FF while I wait or I'll think I go crazy ... So this is a little pastime!
So therefore, a love story between Renzou and Rin from Blue Exorcist. I will write from both of their perspectives of this love story. This FF has a little to do with manganese or anime, but if you have not seen or read it will be spoiler (a little anyway!)
Bold: Screaming
Italic: Thinking or flashback or whispering
Underline: Emphasis
Ren's P.O.V
'' Renzou ... can you still love me? '' The tone of his voice said that he could give up everything, as if there was no light left in the world except for me. I, who have loved him from the first time I laid my eyes on him. Now he stood here ... blue light danced dangerously around him and one crooked step can mean more than death, it can mean to break up with the one I love. One step, two steps, I put my arms around his waist and pulled him into a hug. Despite his blue flames, who danced on his body, did not hurt. There was no burning sensation, you could just feel the warmth and love.
'' Even if the sun goes out, I will love you regardless. I do not care about what you are because I fell in love with you, your personality, your smile, your bright blue eyes, your body and simply the hole of you! Rin, I do not care if you're a demon! I will love you forever! '' I kissed his soft lips, what I said was the truth, I love him no matter who or what he is. Rin will be mine and only mine the rest of his life!
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Rin's P.O.V
Darkness, it was all I saw when I opened my eyes that morning, I could hear Blackie and Yuukio breathe slowly, which was a sign that they are still asleep. I checked the clock that stood on the desk, it was 5:47 in the morning and how hard I tried, I could not fall asleep again. I sat up and got out of bed, on light feet, I took my uniform and Kurikara (my sword .. katana .. whatever!) And stalked out of the room.
It was still dark outside when I left the dorm. I had done breakfast, but put it in the fridge to Yuukio when he wakes up. Even though it was dark, it was not cold, it was warm fans of air, it may be because summer is coming and winter's cold chill is disappearing. To be honest, I just want to go to bed again, but I can not ... I've been having strange dreams lately and that's why I couldn't go back to sleep again, I wanted to sleep but the dreams keep waking me up over and over again. It's always the same dreams or those that is just like them. I see blood, bodys lying on the floor, lifeless and violent blue flames that surrounds me. The first time I had those dreams I could only see it, but as time passed I started to feel it and soon I could hear it as well. I could hear those screams, screams that was so familiar that they hurt inside me. And the bodies started to gain shapes and colors and now I could see them, it was my friends. Shiemi, Bon, Eye brow (Izumo), Konekomaru, Ren (Shima Renzou), Yuukio and Takara ( The guy with that doll ). The only one that still stood beside me was Blackie, my flames didn't seem to hurt him, I wonder why? Blackie might be from Gehenna, but if he could resist my flames or not, I'm not sure of. I was so lost in my on thoughts I almost tripped over a bush, I was almost walking in a bow, I haven't notice that!
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When I stumbled inside the classroom I was knocked over by something big, heavy and warm. My head started spinning when I sat up, I looked down and to my surprise it was Shima! He had his arms around my waist, I was in total shock until I hear someone yell from a bit inside the classroom.
'' Shima! What the hell do you think you're doing? '' Bon's hard and angry voice echoed thru the classroom and out in the hall, it was so loud that it could break something. I looked down on Shima, he was pouting and didn't listen to Bon's angry screams and yells.
'' Let go of him! Haven't I already made it clear not to go near him? He's dangerous! '' Shima turned his head to Bon, looked at him and then.. he did the most childish thing ever... he stretched out his tongue against Bon.
'' You're such an asshole, Bon! Rin is my friend! ''
'' He's a Demon! Satans Son, God damnit! '' that hurted a bit.
'' Who cares about that? '' What was I suppose to do? I was just sitting there with Shima and Bon that was walking angry up towards us. They where arguing over me. I don't know what I should do, I was just sitting there, staring at them both. When I finally got my sense to move, I did what my body wanted and what my brain had forbidden. I put my arms around Shima and hugged him, ever since they saw my blue flames they had ignored me and I thought it would be better that way, but when I heard them fight like this and how much Shima protected me I became so happy, so happy that I wanted to hug him. It must have caught him off guard because he jumped when he felt my armes around him.
'' What the fuck do you think you're doing, Demon boy? '' Bon's harsh words didn't caught my ears, all I could hear was Shima's word over and over again, '' Rin is my friend! ''. I still had a friend!
'' Thank you, thank you so much... '' I whispered into Shimas ear, I tighten my grip around him, afraid Bon would take him away from me and I don't wanna be alone once again.
Ren P.O.V
I and Bon was in class, much earlier then anyone else, why? Because I wanted to talk to him about something. There is one thing everyone else don't know about us, except for Konekomaru.
'' What do you want to talk about? '' Bon asked, I could tell he was sleepy, but I didn't want to wake the whole dorm or talk to him after school, so now was the only time I could actually talk to him.
'' Bon, I've been thinking... '' I started, how could I tell him this? Will he hate me? I guess he will, but I can't pretend any longer.
'' About? '' Bon yawned wide and leaned back in his chair.
'' I want to break up... '' I whispered so low that it almost sounded like a mumble. Bon stoped in the middle of another yawn and looked at me.
'' huh? Come again? '' Shiiit! What should I do? Should I pretend I said something else? No! I need to do this!
'' Bon, I want to break up! I've... I've found someone else! '' And for those that haven't notice anything yet, yes, the big pervert Shima is gay! Problem? Bon just stared at me, like I just puked up a pink elephant on a unicycle! I got nervous, I finally told him and he just sits there! Once I loved him more then ever, but that was until I met him! His wavy navie colored hair, his light blue eyes was so beautiful you could drown in them, his personality was really childish, cute and cool, I couldn't do anything but to fall right there and then. But when I saw those blue flames on that day, I thought that it was a end on my feelings! I thought I would hate him for not telling me.. I mean, us, who he was! Rage, anger and sorrow filled me, I just.. just wanted to slap him! (girlish, I know) But when I saw him again, I saw so much sorrow in his blue eyes, I just couldn't hate him! He might be half demon and satans son, but I don't care! I love him!
'' W-what?! Why! Shima what are you talking about! '' Bon was wide awake now, I could hear it in his voice, but I didn't dare to look him in the eyes. I heard him stand up from his chair and walk over to me. I looked at him, anger, fear and sorrow was filling his eyes, I know that Bon loves me, alot! But I can't love him anymore... I was in love with Okumura Rin, Son of Satan!
'' You heard me... I love someone else. I'm not in love with you anymore, I'm sorry! '' Bon slammed his fist into the desk and I could hear small crack noises. I froze on the spot, not able to move or look away, Bon was always scary when he was mad.
'' W-who is it.. Is it.. Izumo? Takara? Yuukio?... Damnit Shima! Who is it? '' He didn't sound so angry now, but when I tell him he'll totally flipp! And I don't want him to bad mouth Rin more then he already does.
'' It's.. It's Rin... '' It was like lightning had hit Bon two times in the head 'coz his face was first sad, then shocked and then red with anger. I took two steps back, to make sure he wouldn't hit me. He lifted his fist and Wham! I heard a cracking noice and I looked at the desk, it was slowly shaking then it fell to pieces. Bon was pissed of! Darkness hid his eyes and I could see veins pop out on his forehead and neck, I never seen Bon this mad!
'' Rin... '' he growled low. I nodded, to afraid to speak a single word
'' Why...? '' Bon was no shaking in madness, his fists was clamped shut at his sides. I gulped and took a large breath.
'' I don't know why, I just know that I love him very deeply '' Of course I do know why, but Bon doesn't need to know why I love Rin so much. I felt my hands curled into fists while I tried to hold focus and tried not to yell at Bon.
'' He's a fucking Demon! He is Satans son for fuck sake! Are you out of your fucking mind? '' Bon yelled loudly. His eyes was blood shot and the veins on his forehead was pumping blood hard and fast.
'' I don't care! I love him! '' I shouted back at him.
'' For fuck sake! You'll get burn! '' Bon grabbed Shima by the shirts neck and lifted him a little from the ground.
'' No I won't! Rin would never! ''
'' And how can you know? He's a fucking demon! ''
'' Because I can tell! Rin's a good guy and that's why I love him! '' Bon threw me down on the ground hard. I hit my back and butt pretty hard but it didn't hurt for long. Now I was bit scared, Bon had never hurt me before, he was always so gentle and kind, I stood up slowly, I stumbled a bit on my up nothing more. I was about to run away when I heard the door open and I saw Rin. I threw myself into his arms, making him to fall over. I hugged him tight didn't want to let go of him! He was my savior at that time, he saved me from crying and sobbing on the toilet. I didn't hate Bon, but I was scared of him! How could I ever have loved him?
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((Author note: Since you already know what happens I jumped a little))
I could feel Rins arms go around me and he hugged me tight. I cuddled closer to him, draw in his wonderful scent thru my nose. I heard how Bon stormed pass us and out of the classroom. I don't know how long me and Rin was sitting in the door opening before he spoke.
'' is it true? That I'm still your friend? '' He whispered softly and it almost sounded like he was going to cry. I felt his arms tighten more around me. I smiled.
'' Yes, it is true! '' I heard small sobs come from him. I pulled away from him so I could look at him, he had small tears in his eyes. I smiled and dragged him into my lap and hugged him once again while I tried to calm him down.
'' From now on, I'll be the one protecting you! I won't leave your side! '' His sobs stopped. He looked up at me with cloudy eyes from all those tears.
'' Even if I'm- ''
'' Yes, even if you're satans son '' I cut him of and then I saw something that was really cute. Rin was smiling wide and he chuckled softly. Shit I just can't hold back... I kissed his cheek. Then I froze once more '' Shit! Now I've done it! '' I thought and looked down at Rin. He was blushing! Omg! He is sooo Cute~! He cuddled closer to my cheast, saying;
'' Just a little longer, let's stay like this '' I Smiled.
'' Yeah, I would like that ''
Ha! I like this beginning Coz it's cute, sad and a bit weird I guess...
But guys, don't hate me if it's not funny, I really suck at writing funny stories... -.-''
Anyways if you liked it or not, leave a Review and please go and check my other story '' This is not what I expected ''
Love you all my moe Angels~! *Heart*
