Left In The Dark

I'll never forget that fateful March 8

Surrounded by friends, but I only saw you

I can't believe it was my first date

I only wanted to say, "I love you"

The time we were given

Was wasted away,

As the aches began and you were driven away

I've begged you to come back,

but we can't stay together

I know there are many things that I lack,

But I just want you to hold me, forever and ever

It's been many years,

And yet I still try

But you seem to have fears

And it makes me cry

Over and over,

It just can't last

You're much more beautiful than a four-leaf clover

You: away I cannot cast

As I go on with my day,

I just can't stop thinking

Of you and how we would play

I feel like I'm sinking,

Lower and lower,

But you just keep thinking,

"Why do I even know her?"

You seem to be ashamed

Of me every day

When you're the one who's changed

In too many ways

I hope the day will come

When you're the old you

And I don't feel so dumb

Having loved you so much