I do not own Hannah Montana or any affiliated characters. And I also don't own Taylor Swift's "Teardrops on My Guitar," neither does Hannah I'm afraid but it so fits. Hope you enjoy this story. I enjoyed writing it.
Hannah Montana was on stage again, tonight she would be singing a new song for her audience. Even if it was just this once, she had to try to get these thoughts, that person, this song, out of her. She didn't know how much of her it would take to give voice to these new feelings. She had always found comfort in the songs she wrote, in the guitar she used, but at this moment, in the spotlight, on this stool, center stage it was hard to see how it would help to dull the pain she had been feeling.
She scanned the crowd, hoping 'he' wouldn't be there to see this.
"Hi everybody, I'm Hannah Montana I hope you like this new song I'm going to try out."
The
crowd could tell she was more serious this evening, a respectful hush
came over the crowd… as she began
to strum her guitar and sing
these heart- felt words…
"He
looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and
I'm needing
Everything that we should be.
I'll
bet she's beautiful that girl he talks about,
And she's got
everything
That I have to live without."
She remembered while she was singing this verse the events of the past week,
How
'he' had begun to tell her about this wonderful dream girl off his,
only how much better it was that 'she' was real.
She smiled
supportively, and she laughed in spite of herself, because he was
almost too cute with that expression on his face.
Though, he never
had to do much to make her laugh.
How long had she felt like
this, why did it take her so long to realize how much she noticed
him?
"He
talks to me
I laugh, cuz he's just so funny
That I can't even
see
Anyone, when he's with me
He
says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he
knows
He's all I think about at night"
He
continued to tell her how this girl was really the 'one' for him…
How 'she' never had to be as perfect as dreams,
because he
loved her, imperfections and all.
How
he had never felt this way before about anybody, he didn't really
know what love was til he realized he loved her.
He sounded so
excited, so happy. One question bothered her late into the night when
few thoughts weren't of him, Who was 'she'?
"He
walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe
And there he
goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She
better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those
beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky, cause…"
It was torture watching him pace back and forth, waking all around her…
He
was so thrilled about this. He had his own way about him, some would
have called him clumsy…
she saw him for what he was… perfectly
flawless,
Everything
about him just worked. She wouldn't change a thing.
Whoever
'she' was, 'she' was the luckiest girl on Earth to deserve
his love.
'She'd' be able to look in his eyes anytime 'she'
wanted, and feel his arms holding her,
letting her know everything
would be okay. She knew nothing would ever be right again.
This
girl was going to get his heart and break hers.
A single tear
rolled down her cheek, it glistened on its way down towards her
guitar.
"He's
the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got
enough of me to break my heart
So
I'll go home, as I turn out the light,
I'll put his picture down
and
maybe get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar...
He's
the time taken up
But there's never enough
And he's all that I
need to fall into
He's
the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that
keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's this song on this stage, I
keep singing
Don't know why I do.
He
looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see."
As
she strummed the last chords, her fingers left her guitar, she began
to wonder if
He would just leave her for this girl, she wondered
if she'd lose him that easily.
Would he forget all about her and never look back?
Hannah
took a moment, and let herself breathe deep, and she looked up for
the first time from her guitar,
since she'd started strumming
and singing, she'd been so wrapped up in the song…
She
saw the faces of the crowd, their expressions… They were impressed
beyond words,
silent and observant of her, and what would happen
next.
"Thank you all for coming. I appreciate every one of you for bearing with me, and for listening. That's our show."
She
got up from the stool, bringing her guitar she gave a wave with her
free hand and turned to leave… but not before
she heard a
thunderous round of applause, as the grateful audience gave her a
standing ovation. They had never seen
her be so powerfully real
and vulnerable before. She took bow and headed backstage, she was
ready to cry some
more in her dressing room. No sense in having
the whole world see her be more of a wreck.
She was sobbing in her dressing room with a star on the door reading:
HANNAH MONTANA.
There was a knock on the door, followed by a familiar voice, one she wasn't quite prepared to hear right now.
The voice questioned softly, "Hannah, can I come in?"
She yelled, desperation in her tone, towards the direction of the door, "Why?"
The voice explained, "I just want to talk."
She
sighed, wiped her eyes, in a poor attempt to compose herself, she
made her way to the door and opened it,
she let the person in,
then closed the door behind them.
She started timidly, "I didn't see you in the audience… I thought you weren't here tonight."
"Miley, you should know by now… I'm always there for you. I was in the back tonight, that's probably why you didn't see me."
"Oh." She rasped out.
"That new song was beautiful, Miles. Maybe Hannah's best, though I've always liked 'if we were a movie.'"
"Yeah, I like it too, it's one of my favs."
"So what was the inspiration for that new song, Miles?"
She asked, "What do you mean?"
"You usually write from experience don't you, from your life?"
"Uh, not this time… it was different."
He stated, "I see."
She replied, "I'm glad you do."
She had turned her back to him…
"Well,
hypothetically then… if this song could be based in life… if a
guy had told his friend, his best friend ….
About this
exceptional girl that he'd fallen in love with, what would his best
friend do?"
She answered, "Like the 'song' said, the best friend, she would smile and be supportive no matter what. That is what friends do."
"Even… if she… didn't feel like being that 'supportive' on the inside?"
Exasperated, she explained still not facing him, "Yes, even if it was breaking her heart."
"Why would it break her heart to hear him out?"
"Because, she'd want him happy. Even if she might lose him, if she herself couldn't make him happy, if she wasn't enough."
"And if she was enough, if she'd always been?"
She whispered a question, "What are you saying?"
He turned her gently towards him, so she could look in his eyes and know he meant it when he said, "I mean, that wonderfully unique 'girl,' his best friend, what if he had been talking about her the whole time and was just waiting for the 'right' moment to let her know. Every word he said was the truth about her. What if he had completely fallen for her, might she love him back?"
Miley searched his eyes hopeful, "She might."
He assured her, "You're more than enough. You're all that I need to fall into, Miles. It's you."
She replied, "And, you know me better than practically anyone; you've got enough of me to hurt my heart. But, I trust you never would."
"I love you Miley Stewart."
"I love you too, Oliver Oken. I should have known."
"Yes,
you should have," Oliver laughed a bit in response as he held
her face close to his,
"So, anymore teardrops on your guitar
because of me?"
Miley
felt Oliver use his thumb to wipe away her stray tears from her
smiling face,
"Only happy tears, Oliver." She drew him into a
sweet kiss, one full of happiness and most of all love.
