Sometimes life sucks...
thats just the way it is...
people die...
hearts are broken...
And life goes on.
Theres no stopping the natural
order.
Thats way it's been since the
begginging of time.
It's funny though.
When were sad and deppressed
thats when were the strongest.
Honestly, who's the most dangerous kind
of person?
The one who has absuloutley NOTHINGto
lose.
I'm that kind of person.
When I want something I WILL get it.
No matter who I hurt....

"You dont have to do this,"
I smiled, I could smell his fear,
he was pathetic.
"I know," I said oh so coy.
"i WANT TO!" his eyes got big...
"Why" Another smile.
I leaned in tell my lips nearly touched his ear,
"cause I can..."
Becoming a monster is easy.
trust me, I know.
We are all monsters
on the inside.
See the hard part is
getting back from that place.
That selfish, egomaniac self
is hard to shake...
infact, its almost impossible...
unless you have help...

"Are you alright?" I looked up to
see the face of another victorian.
"GET AWAY!!!" I screeched, embarrased
at my condition.
I had thought that I could've taken them
all. Besides, they were'nt even full victorian!!!
But, there were too many.
I was defeated.
"c'mon, I take you to my house..."
"oh no you dont" but there was
no fighting...I was to weak.
"Alright, just one night.."
he smiled....