Thinking of You
Chapter Title- ~PREFACE~
Summary- I wish I could show you my story. I am not one for talking. Placing my hand onto your cheek is rather easier than telling you my story. In my story I was more like my mother than anything. I was in a love-triangle just, like my mommy. –Renesmee C. Cullen
Renesmee is ten years old and forever seventeen years old.
She was forever seventeen years old when she turned seven however; they waited an extra three years before she went to school.
Bella and Edward Cullen (Parents) home-schooled her since she was about two years old.
Renesmee looks mostly like her father; the face structure, hair, skin, personality and of course her vampire abilities.
Her father also taught her how to play the piano…
Renesmee is also a lot like her mother. She's clumsy, though, not as much. She's mostly graceful like her father.
Her clothing style is like her mother's but, not as bad. (Alice…)
Renesmee has her mother's eyes, height and shyness. However, she's not exactly shy; she just doesn't like to talk.
She rather shows people her thoughts with her "Gift," then talk. However, she occasionally does when she has too.
So, that is some stuff about Renesmee. The first chapter will be done soon.
However, I hope the very long PREFACE will keep you busy for awhile…okay maybe not!
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Renesmee Carlie Cullen POV.
Thinking of You
~PREFACE~
It was an Ordinary day. He was just an ordinary human boy. I looked into his eyes. He told me to take his hand. As I did, I started to realize, I was in love with this boy. His vision burrows mine. My heart skips a beat. However, I couldn't help but, think of my best friend. He flashed through my mind. This ordinary boy drifted closer toward me. Unexpectedly, his lips pressed against mine. My eyes widen, unsure of what to do. "No!" A scream erupted inside my head. It was Jacob's voice. I pulled away from this boy. I watched his eyes open. His expression, bewildered.
I intensively stared at this boy. The way his ocean blue eyes glared at me, hurt me. I held onto his hand, tighter. I wanted him to know, I still loved him.
The afternoon sun, shined down onto us. The roaring waves of the ocean made this even more romantic. I inhaled in. The smell of honey and chocolate filled my nose.
The wind blew by us. My colorful sun dress followed with it. His creamy white skin hand absentmindedly tucked a strand of my reddish bronze hair behind my ear. I smiled at him. He smiled back.
I hesitatively let go of his hand. I brought my arms around his neck. This is it. I can do this. I could see in his beautiful ocean blue eyes that he truly wanted us to kiss. I am fairly new at this. I have never kissed anyone on the lips. However, there is a first for everything.
My heart started unreasonably pounding against my chest. My pale white cheeks were red with warmth.
I leaned closer to him. "Nessie…" I heard someone whisper. It was all in my head again.
He closed his eyes a mere second before I did. "Follow your heart…" The mysterious whisper filled my head. It hauntingly echoed over and over.
I unthinkingly, pressed my full red lips against his. His lips started automatically moving with mine.
I tensed up when I felt his arms wrap around my torso. It didn't feel right. I oddly felt… disgusted with myself.
I ignored the sick feeling in my stomach. I tried to relax myself. My whole body was very… cautionary.
I am… kissing someone. Is this how it feels? This is my… first… real kiss.
I could feel his perfect lips form a smile into our kiss. He was gentle as a rabbit running away from its predator.
I leaned more into this blissful kiss. The nature sounds around us was rather a whisper to me instead of what's it is suppose to be.
However, I could feel us fall. It felt as if we were standing in the clouds of the sky and slowly we fell. We fell into the cotton-candy clouds, passing flying birds and anything that could possibly be in this sky.
I opened my eyes. I was very curious if it was exactly that.
I could feel his lips leave me. It felt as if I lost half of me.
I opened my chocolate brown eyes to the sight of my fellow boyfriend lying on the sandy ground beneath us.
The sounds of nature came back to me. Though, there was something else; laughter, perhaps?
He was laughing. We were not standing up anymore. I was on top of him.
It was probably from my clumsiness. Did you trip on air, Renesmee? I'll answer myself. Yes, yes I did.
His shaggy light brown hair covered his eyes a little. Though, underneath the perfect locks of hair were his eyes that were filled with happiness.
My lips slowly formed a smile. My heart beat slowed down to its normal vampire-speed.
Though, my face was flushed with red. I watched the blood rise to his creamy white cheeks. He was blushing too. That is very… adorable.
He stopped laughing. I reached my hand to his cheek. However, I stopped myself from doing so. I couldn't show him I was sorry. I hate this part in our relationship. I couldn't tell him what I was or more like what I could do. "I apologize…" escaped my mouth. It was only a light whisper.
I knew he could hear it. We were only inches apart from each others faces.
"It's okay…"
He spoke while trying to catch his breath.
His human-heart was beating so fast. I could feel it. I was on top of him, wasn't I?
Then suddenly my cell phone ringer went off.
Love of my life, my soul-mate…
You're my best friend…
Part of me like breathing…
Now half of me is left…
I gave him an apologetic look before I slowly got off of him. I made sure I didn't hurt him.
My green purse was only few feet away. I stood up and walked over to it.
I picked up my purse and reached for my cell phone inside.
I read the screen. ~Jakey~
I was confused. I pushed "OK," then I put the phone to my ear.
"Hi, Jake!" I answered happily.
"Ness..." It took me a second to recognize Jacob's voice, it was only a whisper. Though, this whisper was filled with so much emotion.
"Jacob are you---
My voice dragged on the "You," when I saw my best friend standing so far away.
I wasn't positive. However, I think he was crying. I have never seen my Jacob cry.
It hurt me. Unaware, of what I was doing, my hand carelessly landed where my heart is.
Wetness rolled my cheeks as I watched him stare at me hurtfully.
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Though, this might actually happened…