Dance With Me
A/N Hello everyone. This is something a little different from me ( It's clean for a start! ) So I thought I'd give you a little background as to how it came about. I just got home last night after spending over three weeks in the hospital with a stone trapped in the neck of my gall bladder. I experienced the worse pain I have ever had in my entire life and also hallucinated well on the Morphine they gave me for the pain! Even when I was most out of it and seeing completely untrue things, James was in my thoughts. I had my tablet with me as I began to slowly get better but only very little music I could listen to with no Wifi. The song mentioned in this was one of them. Also listened to James' version of 'Clarity' on repeat for hours! This story came to me from my thoughts one night and I wrote it down. It is very personal and kinda bittersweet. This is it as I wrote it, aside from changing the spacing a little. First time I have EVER written myself as a OC too!
Bright Blessings
Allie )O(
I can't believe he is here.
Tall, handsome and smiling softly at me that beautiful smile, hazel eyes twinkling in the soft candlelight.
It is all I want and all I never expected to ever experience.
This fat. Ugly. Middle-aged woman was going to get my dream.
I was going to dance with James.
He was dressed in bluejeans and a western style shirt, cowboy hat perched on his head as he stepped towards me. He took my hand and drew me close, his left hand holding my right and hisright resting innocently on my waist.
And that was all this was.
Innocent.
No crazy, filthy thoughts.
No sexual thoughts that seemed to constantly occupy the thoughts of other fans. Just the desire to ae a little time when he noticed me and no ne else, just for the briefest of moments.
Now.
Music drifted up from hidden speakers.
Black Velvet by Alannah Myles.
"Are you ready?" He asked.
I smile shyly and nod at him, feeling the trembling inside as he pulls me close and we begin to move to the music. I nervously slide my left hand away from his waist, fingers rreaching up his back towards his shoulder as I drop my gaze to my normally clumsy feet.
I hear him give a soft chuckle and bring my face up to look at him.
"Just look at me." He whispers.
"Only me. Everything will be alright. OK?"
I nod again, still not really sure that this is happening.
Is it happening?
Truly?
Deep in my heart, I think I know that it isn't, but the fantasy feels so good that I just breat deep and go with the flow.
James is here and we are going to dance.
We begin to move across the floor. I feel the hardness of his muscles beneath his shirt, moving as he twirls me across the floor. Somehow my feet don't trip me as I follow his lead, heart giddy and an almost insane grin on my lips as he chucked while spinning me around before taking hold of my waist again and pulling me close.
My eyes lock with his.
He is so damn beautiful.
All too soon I recognize the music begin to move towards it's inevitable conclusion.
Is it over so fast?
Dipping his head so his eyes disappear beneath the brim of his hat, he raises it again and steps away from me. Dropping my hand with a finality that leaves me sad and alone, but my heart still beating fast.
I am alone again.
Was I ever really anything else?
Friday 23rd September 2016
Well? What d'you think?