3 reasons why.
Summary: kagome higurashi is a cutter. She does it for three reasons. Read to find out way she does. Disclaimer: I own nothing.
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The first reason.
I sit alone in the corner like normal my three friends talking of fabulous lives and where they are going when that bell rings. Miroku is going to sangos and spending the night while inuyasha and my twin kikyou are going out. That hurt. I have loved him since the first day I met him. His eyes on me he asked,
"So kags what's going on this weekend with you?"
I shrugged as images of my bloodied wrists pulsed in my mind. My arms already itching and my body already hurting for when it was time to go home. But the time came and I made the trek myself alone. Pushing open the door my father was already.
"Get your ass over here now!"
As I moved his fist raised and came down on my head. His voice a blur as he walks away muttering about a lost cause. I slowly got up and began to crawl my way up the stairs to my room. Collapsing on the bed I found myself in a deep and peaceful daze staring at the cold ceiling of my empty bedroom. All I have is a bed and a single wooden dresser on the left wall. Walking to it I move the picture of my mom who left me in the ninth grade. Under the picture was my silver best friend.
My razor. My savior my only reason why I can stand the thought of my twin and inuyasha being together in the first place.
They are my first reason why I cut. Inuyasha was mine first. I dig the blade deep into my arm and cry as the blood runs uncontrollably down my arm. And as I begin to feel the welcomed numbness I receive a phone call.
Kikyou.
She left with my mom during the divorce. I was left with the monster in the first floor.
"Hello kagome? Inu-kun said you were depressed today are you okay?" her voice was hick with worry.
I couldn't speak but how much I wanted to was unbelievable. I wanted to console my twin. To tell her I was okay and everything was going to be okay.
But I can't.
"Kagome! Answer me or ill come over there now!"
"Kikyou I swear I'm fine .don't come down."
I said a quick goodbye and shutoff my phone. Walking to the bathroom I began to clean and stich my wound. A knock on the door downstairs had me flying to clean up faster.
As I walk down I see it's the two I hate most the reason my arm is so scarred. Inuyasha and kikyou.
Kikyou sees my arm and then comes in more to hug me.
" that wasn't there earlier kagome. Kagome are you cutting?" they couldn't take my happiness away from me. I wouldn't let them.
After all it is reason number 1 : a relationship I couldn't have. A perfect one.