I told you on Tumblr and Twitter, right?

I'm feeling angsty. So I made this on a paper at school, I didn't even listening to what the damn teacher was rambling about. Sorry not sorry.

Alright, now imagine, what if in chapter 14, when Rin's secret was finally discovered and Shiemi went mad at him. Imagine Shiemi, our sweet, naïve herbalist, being a bloody murder.

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So, all this time, he had been lying to her? When she had believed that he was normal all along. He took away all of her naivety with his goddamn lie.

And he expected her to just easily forgive him?

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A Lie That I Can't Forgive

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Nope, Rin.

"Shiemi?" the raven haired boy called her name in horror.

The blonde just smiled lovingly, "Pitiful."

Right. Pitiful. With the half-demon laying in the pool of his own scarlet liquid, staring wide-eyed at the girl he had loved all this time, since the first time they met. Who would've thought that the timid herbalist, in all of her innocence and naivety, could stab a knife into his stomach with unbelievably powerful force. Rin thought his feelings were mutual.

"Mutual?" Shiemi raised an eyebrow mockingly. "Don't joke. I hate liars." Seems like he had spoken it out loud. If it was the normal situation, he surely would've blushed fifty shades if red, but not this time. Not when Shiemi is holding a gun, not when Shiemi is watching him struggle with that happy and sadistic grin on her small face.

Not when it seems like Shiemi is going to commit a murder on him.

Definitely not.

"Tell me its just a joke, Shiemi," the half-demon pleaded, feeling his blood drained by the hole she made on his tummy. Of course, he couldn't take in the fact. The sadly true fact in which why on earth he was in this creepy moment.

"Nope, Rin," the blonde knelt down and rubbed his cheek tenderly. "Its not a joke."

Rin started to panic and his face had been showing it even more clearly each second passed, making the tamer-wannabe laugh in satisfy. "Its not funny, Shiemi, stop this bullshit!"

The girl stopped laughing to kill him with a look before smiling kindly again, "Way to talk to a lady." Then she got up and went to sharpen her knife.

No.

Nonononono. No. No! No way in hell this is happening! He was 'not' trapped inside an abandoned warehouse, laying on his puddle of blood with Shiemi acting all psychopathic over him. Nope, its just a lame lie.

"Tell me it's a lie," Rin managed to choke out despite the live-taking pain in his throat and belly.

Shiemi walked to his pitiful form again and caressed her gun as if her dear life depended to it, holding back an outburst to heal him with the help of Nii-chan. She made a decision, and she will walk on the path she chose. "Does it look like a lie to you?"

"Tell me it's a lie!" he demanded, coughing out fresh blood.

She gritted her teeth darkly. She wasn't the bright and cheerful Shiemi anymore. Where's the old she?

He shouted again, seeing her hesitance, "Shiemi!"

"Then tell me the fact that you're Satan's spawn is a lie!" she snapped angrily and harshly stomped on his right hand. Rin could only wrinch in pain, but still eyeing her widely, too shocked to even make a sound. "You lied to me, Rin."

And its true, he could see it in her green eyes.

"You hurt me." Then, all of her sadness already gone in an instant, instead replaced by a big grin, "I will make it fast, it won't hurt, I promise." She pointed the dagger at him. "Close your eyes."

And he did.

"I'm sorry Shiemi. I love you too."

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Shiemi had murdered Rin with her own hands. "That's a lie I can't forgive, Rin."

And she cried until the sun rises, hoping to be asleep and it was all a dream.

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Told you so, I'm feeling angsty. This fict won't happen. Leave a review please.

04/22/2014 ~NollyLvn