Destined to be Alone
Destined to be alone. That's it. Exactly how my life seems to be going right now… this is what the fifth person to like him… to ask him out… he is perfect isn't he? Quiet, pensive, beautiful features, sweet, cute, and skinny. Perfect in every way. I am amazed that I can even stand to be friends with all of them. All of them have boyfriends… all of them are perfect. Just like that…. Perfect. Just the opposite of me… heh… this is probably annoying you as you read it… you don't have to read this…
I stare at them… Axel laughs and leans down to kiss Roxas. Roxas was flustered and was trying to protest. It was futile. They were happy, everything I wanted to be. Demyx looked from Zexion to Xigbar and back again… fretfully regretting his decision instantly… maybe he should have thought that one through first. A small smile graces my features as I continue to stare down from the balcony of The World that Never Was… it was perfect wasn't it. They were perfect weren't they…? Perfectly perfect.
Xemnas pulled Saix closer emphasizing who was in control of that relationship… even though Saix was the one who started it. Marluxia fought with Larxene on who dominated that one… know one really knew but the were perfect for each other… perfectly perfect. Everything was perfectly perfect for them. A few screw ups, but perfect. Perfectly perfect.
I shut the curtains letting myself seep back into my ever-darkening room and walked to my computer… destined to be alone… while everything else is perfectly perfect.