Burning Inside
The fire shall ablaze in her eyes
When she hears your deceitful lies
Pain will slowly begin to spread
As she unconsciously begins to tread
Burning inside she'll never be through
Burning inside she can't stop loving you
Footsteps turn to ash, dust to dust
Scents lingering behind, death covered musk
Fire starts to engulf her, spreading from her palm
Seeping into her mind, ragging but calm
Burning inside it happened to fast
Burning inside when will this pass
Tormenting death and loving life
Helplessness and escaping strife
Searching for the one who broke her in half
Longing for the one who occupies her past
Bringing inside she knows where you hide
Burning inside she knows that you lied
She wants to find the one, her man
Despite that he's the only damned
Her attempts to escape her heart always fail
Stronger her feeling grow, a never ending scale
Burning inside, she's burning inside
Burning inside, she's trying to hide
Her fury unravels like time in wasted days
But this hate wont last, it always goes away
And as the droplets fall from the skies
The tears slowly slip from her eyes
Burning inside help her she's burning
Burning inside, to you she's turning
Loving you kills her all the time
But for you she continues to shine
Her feelings never seem to die
But for you she will always cry
Burning inside, she's burning inside
Burning inside, she's burning inside
01-01-05
Hello journal. I have received you as a gift for what passed as a Christmas this year. My name is Cho Chang. I am fifteen years old, and I attend Hogwarts School for Witchcraft and Wizardry. From time to time I will write in you to well, tell my secrets and lies.. For lack of a better word….I guess. I am attending a program called S.T.E.P.S. It's an after class day treatment to keep me out of trouble, because I stole a muggle car and was chased by the Bobbies…. Five of them to be exact. It didn't help that I was under the influence of this mortal drug called alcohol. So my life is pretty hectic, and I am glad that I received you. You're the best gift that I had gotten. I didn't even get a chance to see Harry. We've been dating on and off for a couple of months know. The only problem is that my friend Hermoine likes him too, and he's on my no contact list for S.T.E.P.S. So trying to keep a relationship going with out being able to see each other doesn't work very well, and neither does it when a friend of yours keeps trying to take him away. I love Harry. He was my first, and I'm glad that he was. Despite my program, I was talking to him today on the muggle phone. He told me that I had no idea how bad he missed me. My heart about melted right then and there, but I couldn't let him know that. So, I just stayed quiet. What else was I to say? It'll be another four to five months until I am allowed to see Harry again. I don't think that I can last that long. Hermoine will probably have taken him away from me by then though. She is already trying to pry us apart. She told me that Harry told Fleur, ( my best friend in the whole world) and her that he no longer wanted anything to do with me, and that he'd never date me ever again. I was smashed, but then I found out that it wasn't true. Which in turn, made it hurt even more. Oh, the poem at the beginning, is mine. That was just a little personal look on my life and how Harry makes me feel. We've been through some real tough times, but I try not to hold it against him. Its all water under the bridge know, and I know that he loves me. Others just don't see that yet. They tell me that I deserve better, but I don't want better. I want Harry, and only Harry.