Sometimes I find myself wondering why it is we do the things that we do. How can we be expected to save the world and not even blink? Not cry, not worry, and most certainly we cannot feel anything about these demons. Well some of these people, not demons, people started out as normal human beings turned by evil into demons. So can anybody tell me why?

Why is there evil in the world?

Why is it out of everyone in my family the source wants me dead?

Why did anyone create zits? (Hey I'm a teenage girl leave me alone alright!)

Why was there ever such a thing as demons, vampires, and other evil creatures that go bump in the night?

Why am I the only girl in my immediate family?

Why is Wyatt so powerful?

Why is Chris so over protective?

Why did Wyatt have to turn evil?

Why did Chris at one point leave me all alone in the world?

Why did evil Wyatt save me from the source years ago?

Why did I still love him so much, even when his only goal in life was to kill me and Chris?

Why do I love my brothers so much?

What would I do without them?

Do they care about me as much as I do them?

Why did a drunk driver kill my cousins, Auntie Phoebe and Uncle Coop?

Why did Uncle Henry get shot?

Why did Billie die?

Why did Aunt Paige abandon us?

Why did my parents abandon us?

Why did that demon attack them?

Why was I too late?

Am I the reason my family has been torn apart?

Is it my fault?

Why did I stop protecting people?

Why did I leave Wyatt and Chris?

WHY DO I CARE!

Why am I balling my eyes out and typing this into a computer for no one to see!

"Peace, they say, is the enemy of memory."

"Daddy!" I scream running over to him, only to be engulfed in a tight hug.

"Oh Princess, what happened to you?" He muttered squeezing me tightly. "Nothing that happened was your fault; all of us know that you tried so hard. That you still have the scars and the nightmares."

"But Dad, I should have been there! I should have tried harder. I should have saved you!" If I thought I was crying before I am baling' now.

"Melinda there is no one who blames you for what happened. You were only seventeen. We always asked too much of you. But I'm afraid we need to do it again." What do you mean dad? What are you talking about?

"Daddy…"

"Mel… Wyatt is the powerful one but the vulnerable one. Chris is the determined one but also the worrying one. You're their sister. The one thing they value most. You are the heart behind them, the person who keeps them together, without you they can't survive. They're at each other's throats all the time, blaming each other for you leaving. They need you princess and you need your big brothers."

"Even if this is true dad, how can I go back there? How can I know what's happened and been too weak to stop it."

"Melinda Prudence! You and your brothers are a family. You care for each other. You save the world. If not everything else any of us have other done was in vain. Evil wins…"

When I opened my eyes my father was gone. I listened to my heart… why oh why did it lead me to the underworld?

Chris, Wyatt, and myself need to find some new places to have fun…

The End

"And although we certainly had our struggles and heart aches over the years we're a family of survivors and we will always be. Which is why we've truly been Charmed"