Disclaimer: If I owned D Gray Man, Allen would be in love with Tyki, Lavi and Kanda and he would be having sex with them every day. So it's best that I don't own it, don't you think?
Summary: He is like Painter's Grey, it looks black but when it is on paper, it is a light shade of blue grey… As Tyki crushes Allen's Innocence, he sees the exorcist's eyes turn yellow for a moment and it changes everything. Mostly consistent with the Manga up to chapter 196 page 21. Told from Tyki's point of view.
Pairings: Tyki/Allen aka Poker Pair
Warnings: Yaoi and implied sex! If you don't like yaoi then why are you reading this? Also, there will be battle violence and swearing. Constructive criticism is allowed, flamers will be locked up with their flames and roasted alive.
A/N: I was listening to Len's Psychotic Love Song and reading the 1827 doujinshi called Proof and this was born.
Warning: This chapter is M rated due to implications.
You become what you think most of the time.
~Ralph Waldo Emerson
He's so beautiful, I can't help but think so as my eyes caress his soft features, his agonized silver eyes shining in the soft moonlight. His pale lips and fair skin, begging me to touch even as he demands to know if I killed the exorcist, Suman Dark.
I smile wryly as I reply, enjoying the way he tenses and shakes in anger. More…I want to see more…so I tell him about my Tease and I demonstrate my power. Ah…this rush, the exhilarating feeling of having a part of myself buried within another person's body.
The arousing feeling of power as I caress his heart within his chest. So soft, so tender. His warm heart beating wildly in my palm makes me aroused and I eagerly anticipate his reaction. What beautiful expression will he make?
In the next moment I am disappointed. For there is no panic, no fear within those eyes. No life. All there is, is determination. He stares at me with those strangely driven eyes, looking as though he has only one reason for his existence and so fears nothing. I feel a sense of unease. There's something wrong with this boy.
I hide my discomfort with a slew of rubbish about getting my gloves dirty and finally get a reaction when I mention the others I've killed. I quickly elaborate, eagerly slipping back into my comfort zone as his expression darkens.
He tries to hit me and I want to fall over in incredulity at how he fearlessly moved without consideration for the fact that my fingers were still wrapped around his heart. I take care not to damage him as I pull my hand from his chest while blocking his second swing.
It is far too easy to break his arm in payment for the redness on my cheek. Really, who'd have known that the boy could backhand so well, I doubt the throbbing will go away till tomorrow…
He screams so beautifully as I release him. The sound of his voice sending shivers down my spine as I mockingly lament on how I'd have liked to play cards with him again. I smile, feeling pleased that the odd boy could at least pleasure me with his voice.
He remains silent as I inquire as to his identity. A moment passes before I become impatient. His neck feels so fragile under my strong fingers and I feel a sick pleasure knowing that were he to survive, he'd certainly have bruises to mark the place where I touched him.
I can't help but feel slightly sad when Cell confirms the boy's identity. I am not usually one for that kind of thing but I would have loved to keep this one as a personal pet, the way Road collects the beautiful girls she finds and keeps them in her many dimensions. No doubt she would have lent me one of her rooms to keep this beautiful boy if I asked, oh well. Too bad.
I grin sadistically as I use my Dark Matter to sever his arm, making the process as slow and painful as I possibly can. He screams, long and loud. His eyes wide with pain and I wonder how he would sound in the throes of pleasure. Would he be as loud? Would his eyes be as wide or would they be half-lidded with lust?
It is such a pity that he will never get the opportunity to enjoy those sort of things. Somehow, I have no doubt that the boy is a virgin. I gaze with lust as he falls to the floor, the urge to take him is almost too much as I gaze at his prone form. I avoid his eyes, for he has that strange determined look in them again and it makes me uncomfortable.
I explain the Noah's ability to destroy Innocence as I stand over his severed arm. He tells me to stop in a shaky voice and I wonder if he would say the same thing if I took him. He shouts as the glowing cube jumps into my hand. I turn to look at him, wanting to see the look in his eyes as I crush his Innocence.
My heart stops and I can't tell if it's a good thing or not that I looked. Because his eyes are a familiar shade of yellow-gold that I see every time I look at my fellow Noah. The remains of the Innocence slip through my fingers, blowing away with the wind.
Change of plans. I guess I'll be bringing the boy back to the Earl with me. I walk over to kneel next to the boy. He mumbles something before his little yellow golem darts over to the other exorcist's Innocence, scooping in into its mouth before flying off.
I grin wryly as I mentally instruct the nearby Akuma to retrieve it. I have more important things to do. I kneel down beside the boy, taunting him about how he has clearly resigned to death before reassuring him that I was not going to kill him.
I grin at his doubtful expression as I lean over him, reaching out to pull a deck of cards from his coat pocket. It's the poker cards that I gave him back when we first met. The human half of me stirs, feeling oddly sentimental about it. The thought that the boy treasured our meeting to the point of carrying the deck with him everywhere stirring an obsessive affection in my chest.
Perhaps when I present him to the Earl and explain what happened, he may just let me keep this beauty. I pull the Ace card from the deck, smearing a streak of blood across it as I slide it pass the boy's cheek, caressing his face with the card as I wished to with my bare hand.
I grin as I drop the rest of the cards on the floor and pocket the Ace card. His eyes watch me emotionlessly, completely devoid of fear. Like a shadow of a person that had given up trying to be real. I lift the teen into my arms. He is ridiculously light to my enhanced strength and for some reason, I feel as though I am carrying a fragile piece of glass that could shatter at any moment.
He's breathing heavily. Not the type of heavy breathing that I'd like to hear though, for it is neither out of desperate fear nor erotic desire. It is the panting of a cornered animal. Savage and mindless. I almost drop him as he struggles in my arms.
This is getting irritating, so I use the fingers of my left hand to gently press a small spot on his neck that Sheril taught me about. He passes out almost immediately and I grin as I approach the newly opened Ark gate.
Then it happens. A gust of wind knocks me back, causing me to drop the boy on the cards that I disposed of on the ground. I growl as I glare at the swirl of powdery like substance rushing wildly around him as though protecting him from me. It glitters and when I try to pass through it, I am rebuffed.
I frown as there is only one thing that can do that. Innocence, I glare as I try again to break through the tornado shielding the boy. I'm not sure how long it has been but my suit is in tatters and I have small lacerations all over my hands where I tried to break the foggy barrier.
Someone is coming. So I hide and watch as an oddly dressed female enters the fog without difficulty. This leads me to believe that the Innocence only protected him from me because I am a Noah or because I did not really have the good intentions that the woman has as she carries the badly wounded and barely breathing child on her back. The fog goes with her as she carries my pet away.
I am irritated. For I already seem to consider the child as my property even though the Earl has yet to give him to me and this weird looking girl carries him away so easily where I could not. No matter, I will report this strange occurrence to the Earl and he will eventually be mine.
A/N: So~? How was it~? I've never written in this way before so I want to know what you guys think of it. Please review and tell me if you managed to understand what I was writing~! XD