EMILY POV – MDMA, bouncy castles and kisses!!

Chapter 1

She kissed me back, I couldn't quite believe it. When Naomi had first arrived at the party she'd been a dick, joking with Katie and making horrid remarks. But as soon as she had taken the drugs it was like she dropped her guard. I was sure when we were dancing Naomi was checking me out, she had this knowing look in her eye and it made me feel amazing.

I could feel the MDMA in my system and it made me go hazy and think "fuck it" and I kissed her, I just couldn't help it! The second we were alone I just did it.... and she kissed me back... It was amazing!

My heart felt light and my hands had gone tingly. For almost a year I have been attracted to Naomi, but since seeing her on the first day of college things seemed to have intensified and well I just can't get her off my mind, everytime I think of her my heart skips, she makes me feel something I have never felt before.

After we kissed Naomi was her usual self, I was confused I wanted her to tell me she liked it or liked me but she simply said "your gay" and looked very pleased with herself. She was right though and for the first time ever I admitted this out loud. It was like a huge relief finally admitting it to myself and to another person. I'd known deep down for years but now it was real, all of a sudden it was real.

I followed Naomi back into the living room not knowing what to expect, it didn't feel as if the kiss was a one off, the way she looked at me couldn't just be the drugs but it hadn't gone further than a simple snog. I longed to touch Naomi, feel her skin and hair, touch her face... god I would settle for just holding that girls hand. But I knew I would be pushing my luck and didn't wanna freak Naomi out more than she probably already was.

"Bouncy Castle Fitch?" Naomi said directing her eyes towards the patio doors. I had not seen the bouncy castle in the garden and before I knew it Naomi grabbed my hand and was dragged me outside.

I felt happy, I was buzzing off the MDMA and felt alive... I bounced up and down like a kid all the time not being able to take my eyes of Naomi who was giggling herself silly. She looked gorgeous. Eventually we fell to the floor exhausted and before I knew it I was on top of Naomi staring into her eyes. The drugs were giving me a courage I never had before. I knew instantly from the way Naomi stared back that she wanted me to kiss her again. So I lowered myself down and met Naomi's lips gently. Naomi kissed me back AGAIN and then she wrapped her hands around my back and held me tightly. I couldn't help but smile as I tenderly kissed Naomi, this was better than the last kiss, it was tender and loving, it was deeper and less awkward.

I could feel Naomi smiling whilst I kissed her, not laughing but smiling. I never wanted this moment to end.