Small drabble... uhm.... Dean's thoughts after 5.2...
Spoiler... and uhm... well... just read... just 100 words :D
I look at you.... well... at the meat-suit you've become for the other Sam… So… no… I don't see you.
How could it have gone this far? I always held onto you… knowing that you would be there that would stay with me, holding my back when everybody else would turn against me.
Now, hearing that you're thinking about leaving me, I realize for the first time how bad we were really broken.
I agree.
You leave.
I don't know whether I'm gonna see you again…
and you know what…
IT HURTS….
It hurts that loosing you doesn't hurt anymore…