It started out with a little to much alcohol. It was two retied freelancers sitting alone together and drinking away the pain. Both of them holding onto a big bottle of olde english beer, while sitting side by side against the wall. The red head turned to her right and she took a long look at the man next to her. A smile crept up across her lips and she raised her right eyebrow at the man.

"Let's make this fun, Wash."

"What do you have in mind?"

The man grinned at the red head, while he let out a soft chuckle. Who knows what crazy idea she could have. The only thing the man knew, was that nothing good would come of this.

"Let's play, never have I ever."

Wash rolled his eyes at Carolina, she was obviously a little too far gone. Her dark green eyes were in almost a haze while she looked across at him.

"No. I'm not playing drinking games."

He said almost a little to load, for being right next to her. He moved the bottle back up to his lips and took another sip.

"Fine then I'll start."

Carolina closed her eyes for a moment. She bit down on her lower lip, she was trying to think of something.

"Never have I ever been a dog person."

Wash let a soft laugh escape from his lungs. He brought the bottle back up to his lips. The liquid was now flowing down his throat and it felt like fire. Wow, did it feel good. Carolina rolled her eyes at him and she lightly punched his shoulder. Wash laughed even harder now, he was going to play this game after all.

"Okay, fine I'll play."

"Never have I ever thought North had a nice ass."

Carolina's eyes got big and her cheeks flushed with a light shade of pink.

"You asshole, I told you that alone. I also told you to never tell York, and you know what, you told him."

Wash moved the bottle back up to his lips and he closed his eyes. He let the warm liquid fill his body.

"You know it was funny, Lina. York got a good laugh out of it."

Carolina stopped laughing and she felt her skin turn cold. She quickly turned away form Wash and now she was staring into the nothingness of the dark blue base. She closed her eyes and let out a deep sigh.

"You know he used to call me that."

Wash took another sip of his beer and he shock his head. He put down his beer and he throw his right arm around Carolina. He pulled her closer, so that she was right next him. Wash let out a soft sigh, he enjoyed the feeling of her warm body next to his own.

"I'm sorry. I know you miss him."

She looked up at him, dark green eyes staring into gray eyes. Maybe it was the alcohol or maybe it was the fact that he needed human contact, whatever it was he placed a kiss on her lips. For a minute Carolina just sat there not knowing what to do, but soon the need to be close to someone again filled her. The longing of his lips against her's, she missed it more then anything, so she kissed Wash back. Wash force his lips against her's again, now he was pushing his lips harder onto her own. He pulled away and left her gasping. He roughly pushed her down onto the cold ground, moving his hands on to her shoulders. His body was doing the thinking. He throw his right leg over her side and now he was on top of her, pinning her to the ground. She pushed her hands free form his hold and pulled his face back down, she kissed him roughly on the lips. The kisses got rougher and more heated. Wash pushed himself onto her, thrusting his hips into her's. He bit her lower lip and he pulled on it. Carolina let out a soft moan. She pushed both her hands through his hair. She let her finger nails dig deep into his skin. Wash pulled away and looked down at Carolina. Her face was flushed over with a dark shade of red and her breathing was uneven.

"I know this is fucked up, but I'm so lost. I can't get close to anyone and I need this, this closeness."

Her dark green eyes soon filled with lust. It was only lust, not love. It would never be love between them. She was still in love with York and he was still numb. This was only the personal need to be close to another human being. Wash grabbed onto Carolina's shirt and he ripped it off of her. Carolina pulled on his own shirt until she had it over his head. Wash started to roughly kiss the right side of her neck. He bit down on the warm flesh of her neck and she let out another load moan, in both pain and deep arousal. Carolina closed her eyes and she let out a deep sigh.

"York, I need you so bad."

Wash looked down at her and he smiled. He pressed his lips against her's.

"And you have me."

He knew he would hate himself for this. Maybe some how they both won't remember this in the mourning.

"I'm sorry Carolina."

That would be the only thought he would remember the next day.

- Author Note -

So yeah, Wash is super fucked up in this story. I hope you guys liked it, anyways.