Hi everyone! It's my first time to write an hxh fanfic and this is the second time I'm writing in ff.

I'm a killua fanatic and I've been waiting for ages the day killua will leave gon's side. I wonder what will really happen but for now, this is what I think.

But I'll say it now. I don't know when I will update this. But I promise that I will finish it. And I still don't know where will my story go so I hope you will not kill me if something happens.

BTW, I got those conversation below on hxh. Well, it's an excerpt. But I don't remember which chapters its from.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own hxh.. but I really want to have Killua.. can I?

INESCAPABLE DESTINY

"You won't become a hunter because your vocation is to a killer," Illumi said while looking on a frightened killua in a hall where the last hunter exam is held.

"You're just a dark puppet, passionless. Inside you, you have no passion, nor desire. You feed yourself with shadow, and the only pleasure you can feel comes from the death of people."

"You don't have the qualifications to make friends. More so, you don't need any."

X-KILLUA-X

"So do you understand what your weakness is?"

"Your weakness is that you give up way too quickly," Bisuke said while she's on training with Killua.

"When you confront an opponent that you consider stronger than you, you fight with the objective of trying to run away."

"One thing I will say is.. One day, you will leave Gon to die without helping him."

"And tomorrow, if you can't defeat Shoot, you must leave Gon's side."

X-KILLUA-X

"Killua, I guess I'm weak huh?" Gon asked after Shoot and Knuckle departed to join the team that will fight the chimera ants. Gon and killua lost the battle and were forced to stay behind.

Killua just looked at his friend and waited.

"I never imagined that being weak would be this resentful. I never imagined!" gon shouted while crying.

Killua had never seen gon this frustrated. Seeing his friend at this state, made his tears also fall.

Gon, for the next 30 days while you can't use nen, I will protect you." Killua thought while looking at his friend.

"I will do anything at any cost to protect you. And after that… it's goodbye."

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"I have to find out who did this to Kurapika. I will make him pay," Gon slowly put down the injured and unconscious body of his friend. "Leorio, you stay here and take care of Kurapika. I will put stop to this myself."

"Alright. Just be careful. If someone can do this to Kurapika, I'm sure he's strong," Leorio warned Gon as he closes his distance to the unconscious boy.

"Yeah, I know," with that word, Gon dashed to the second floor of the Shako mansion.

Gon was surprised to see a lot of lifeless body lying on the floor. As he examined the bodies, he concluded that they were slashed by something that is sharp, like a sword.

I must find this culprit otherwise, this whole mansion will be like a cemetery. Gon runs towards the master's bedroom where the owner of the mansion should be located.

As Gon approached the master's bedroom, he changed his steps to a slow movement. Caution was the first thing in his mind now, so he stopped at the door and slowly peeks inside.

Gon was stunned at what he saw. There inside the room, two men were lying dead on the floor and on the center, he saw a boy facing its back to him and is holding a dead body that is suspended in the air.

The boy in the middle of the room wears an all black outfit. His boots, sleeveless shirt and short were all black. He also have silver pointy hair and white flawless skin. The boy is covered with blood that is definitely not his. But, what really captured Gon's attention was the boy's right hand. His hand is stiff and straight. The nails are long and pointy. Blood is dripping from it.

"Ki.. Killua..?" gon said slowly and softly that only he can hear.

But since killua was trained to have high senses, he heard his name and slowly turns his around to see who said it.

"It can't be…" gon said as he saw Killua's face. It has the same expression Illumi has. It was expressionless and his eyes, the beautiful purple eyes Gon remembered were now fine black and hollow.

"Who… are you?" killua asked Gon as if he never knew him before.

Well, how as it? Hope you enjoyed it.

Actually I'm not good at writing long chapters so don't expect to read long chapters in the future and obviously my primary language is not English so please be patient with my grammar, spellings, etc.

read and review.. it is greatly appreciated. ^_^