Title: Only in Her Dreams

Author: unicorn682006

Pairings: AJ/Mac with some Sam/Daniel

Feedback: Please!!!!

Classification: Crossover JAG / Stargate Drama, Romance

Warnings: This story dose have a part in it where the characters talk about intercourse with the same sex, but nothing graphic and it doesn't have any scenes involving them having sex.

Rating: N-17 towards the middle and end, but mostly PG and that is a guess.

Summary: I really don't want to give away the plot and I am horrible at coming up with summaries. I will say that sometimes when you first wake up from a dream you can't really tell what is a dream and what is reality. So I'll leave it at this. Sorry:)

Note: Italic writing is symbiotes talking to their host, people thinking to themselves or another language being spoken. This is set during 'Tangled Webb' of JAG and after ''Avenger 2.0' of Stargate. Although I am changing the fact that Lantash/Martouf were killed, changed that a bit!! ;)

Disclaimer: I don't own either JAG or Stargate SG1 or any of the characters. I am just having some fun with them! LOL!!

Part 1

0750 HRS

Tuesday

August 12, 2003

Unknown location: Paraguay

The jungle was eerily quiet; the only sound was the quiet and rapid breathing from the plane's occupants who were out cold.

The tall dark hair male in the back seat; was bleeding from a deep gash, on his forehead. The dark haired female in the front seat also had a cut on the side of her head and so many other injuries.

'Oh, my head, what hit me? Where am I? The last thing I remember was being held by Sadik with Clay. Oh my God, where is he?' Mac thought.

"CLAY!" She called out to him.

Mac looked around, coming to realize that she wasn't in the room that they had been held in for weeks. Then she recalled that Harm and Gunny came to their rescue as one of Sadik's men were about to torture her.

Mac had offered to go in Clay's place. He had been put through so much torture already. She believed it was all her fault. If only she didn't want to rescue Gunny, Clay wouldn't be on his way to a hospital and might be dying.

'Yeah, another victim to add to the Mackenzie curse, face it Mac you are a "BLACK WIDOW". It's like Harm told Sturgis, every guy that I'm involved with is either dead or wish that they were.' Trying to get out of her funk, she mustered, 'Okay Marine, this isn't helping, time to suck it up.'

Looking to see what other injuries she had, she discovered that her left arm was broken, when she had attempted to move it. Also, that her left ankle was very sore and her right leg was definitely broken. She glanced over to Harm when she had not heard him make any sound or movement. He was out cold at least she hoped he was and had not slipped into a coma, it appeared that he was breathing.

"Harm! Harm, come on, Flyboy, wake up!" She tried to shake him with her right arm. She had managed to turn sideways in her seat and was able to reach him. Finding a pulse relieved some of the anxiety and fear, but they were still in a lot of danger.

Sadik was probably still looking for them, especially after blowing up the missiles.

"Come on Harm! COMMADER RABB, GET YOUR SORRY SIX UP!!!"

Mac said, in her best drill SSgt voice.

She had even slapped him in the face, but he was still out cold.

"Ok, I guess it's up to me to get help. I don't want to leave, but if I don't look for help we might not get out of here. At least the cut on your head stopped bleeding, because I don't know how I would get it to stop with just one hand. And here I am talking to myself."

Turning back around to get out of the plane, she told herself, "Okay you're a Marine, you can do this." But with only one good arm and legs that weren't in much better condition she knew it was not going to be fun. Mac grabbed the side of the plane with her right hand, and she pulled herself up with a yelp of pain. "AUGH!! Son of a... umm! Ok, one more time."

On her second attempt, she braced herself better for the pain. With her left leg taking most of her weight, she managed to stand up.

'Okay. So far so good Marine. You just have to climb down now, how hard can that be?' So with that thought, Mac climbed over only to fall and land hard on her back.

"God Damn! That hurt. How hard can it be? Yeah, should have known better. Ok, I'll just rest her for a minute."

And with that, she closed her eyes drifting off to sleep.

Meanwhile back at JAG

Same time

Admiral AJ Chegwidden sat in his chair staring out his window. His best two officers were missing; all because of a CIA screw up. 'Well, I'm not going to sit here and not do anything no matter what the SecNav says,' he thought. He always thought of Harm like a son one he'd be honored to claim as his. 'Harm thinks I'm going to file his resignation papers, but I'm not. As far as the Navy is concerned Harm's on a well deserved vacation,' he thought then said out loud, "I'd love to see the look on Sheffield's face when he sees those."

Meredith walked into his office without being announced.

"Sees what, AJ?"

"Meredith, what are you doing here? I thought you didn't want to see me anymore after what I said?"

While in the middle of making love to her, he had called out Mac's name. He didn't even realize that he had until Meredith told him afterwards. He felt embarrassed and ashamed. He had apologized over and over, sending her flowers. He claimed it was just because Mac was on his mind, what with her missing, and Harm going after her.

Meredith didn't by it; she never told AJ how on some nights, when he drank more than three glasses of wine, he would talk in his sleep. Some of the things she didn't quite understand, but the one thing she definitely got, was that he had clearly said he loved Sarah.

"I just came here to say goodbye. I'm on my way to England, and then to Italy, to teach and give lectures. It's what I have wanted to do for a long time now. I didn't want to leave without saying goodbye to you. I also wanted to let you know I'm not holding any resentment towards you. We did have some great times together, ones I will never forget. I also, won't tell anyone about how you feel about Mac. I know it's against the regulations, and you could get court-martialed if it was ever found out. You can't help who you fall in love with. I just hope you know what you're doing. Take care, AJ, I'll be thinking of you at times."

"Meredith, I hope you know I do care for you a great deal. I never meant to hurt you. As for knowing what I'm doing, well, there will never be anything between Mac and I because of those regulations, and also, because she is so much younger than me. You are a remarkable woman Meredith. I sincerely hope you find the happiness you rightly deserve. Take care of yourself and good luck." With that, he came around his desk giving her one last kiss and hug goodbye. She walked out the office without looking back.

Looking down, he sighed, "Bye, Meredith."

He went over to his window to watch her as she climbed into her car and left. 'What an amazing woman she is,' he thought.

To be continued……..