The name of this fanfic comes from the Zeromancer song 'I'm Yours To Lose', it's a great song. I think it fits Vampire Knight, especially Zero and/or Zeki. Though it does fit Kaname and Zero too.
Sorry this chapter is a little short, but I thought if I added more it would ruin the whole effect.
Anyway I hope you like it!!
Story: Zero can't remember anything after the night that Yuuki Cross died, she turned him into a human. Therefore losing all of his memories, left to pick up his missing past, he and Kaname Kuran will find something more than past memories.
WARNING: Contains yaoi (slash m/m), violence, death, death remembered, suicide, hurt/comfort, angst, bad language, adult themes and I have lemons planed.
Do not read if you are under age or dislike yaoi.
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Vampire Knight or any or its characters.
Yuuki was in his arms, if he was just seconds earlier he could of saved her, that was what made his chest feel like it it was being crushed. No, something more painful. Blood now covered the ground they were on. He had let down the person he loved the most, that hurt more than the boy could ever imagine. Tears had formed in the rim of his lavender eyes, and landed on her gentle face.
"Please don't cry." she whispered in a small pained voice.
"How can I not?" More of his tears fell down his own face "Please, I beg you take my blood. Please, Yuuki... Your the the only thing I have left." He had no family, no home. Every person he had loved had died, or about to die.
"It's pointless. Look at me... I'm already dead." Her voice was uneven, it hurt so much just to speak.
No, no this can't be happening. Please not her, not her!
Rido had drained ever last bit of her, and wounded her badly. Zero hated himself for this, loathed himself even. That monster had been shot dead before he could even make another move. The hunter could of never let him live after all he has done. His revenged was for all of them, his parents, his bother, and his precious Yuuki. Crimson stained her navy school uniform, the boy denied to think of what the real damaged was, what it would look like if he could remove the blazer she wore.
Not once did the hunter ever think that she would die before him, more of his tears flooded out of his amethyst eye's, he couldn't stop them now. He loved her so much, more than she would ever know. Yuuki placed a tender hand on his moist face, she wanted to tell her sliver knight that everything would be fine, that she would would be all right. Yet that would be a lie.
Her eye's burned, she let out a small sob. How on Earth could she leave both of them alone in this bitter world, Zero, and Kaname. All they had left was her, and soon they will have nothing, but a life full of sorrow.
"I l-love you, Zero." Please remember that. Her unspoken words lingered in her mind. "T-tell that to Kaname, too."
"I love you too, I always have and always will."
"T-that's good to hear..." Her sobs became louder and harder. "Zero, p-promise me this. I want you to forget, forget about me, about everything. Find someone else to love more than you could ever loved me... And be-be happy." A faint smile appeared on her face. All she wanted for the boy, was that he could smile, from the bottom of his heart. Too try to have a peaceful, fitting life, so she gave him a second chance in life. "Goodbye, Zero..."
There was no time for Zero to answer back. Everything went pitch black... She told him to forget, and that's what Zero Kiryuu did...